irl + insta live + dms
tw: swearing and hate

daisy pov:

as i got up from the chair that I had previously been sitting in while texting my friends about a certain someone named louis and all the hate I've been receiving lately from my haters and "fans" i felt warm on the inside at the fact that my friends really do care about me. i knew I should probably go live right now I decided to postpone it as long as I could by eating my way through my fridge.

"whats there to eat?" I muttered under my breath as I walked towards the kitchen. I hoped to find cookies but sadly as it turns out there were none.

"hey daisy im going to the store because im dying and i need advil so do you need anything?" ebony yelled to me as they scrambled to find their keys.

"ooh get me cookies can you?" i yelled back to them as then yelled a "mhm" and ran out the door. "well that was something." i whispered as a reached for a can of coca-cola and opened it. i grabbed a reusable straw from the counter that was just lying around because as everyone knows "save the turtles" by not using plastic straws.

i sat down back on my chair to find my phone just sitting on the table waiting to be touched and used to fill a insta live telling people to stop attacking me for whatever reason. i did reach for it and go i on insta but instead of doing a live i do what i always do and procrastinate.

sadly that didn't last as long as i liked since i got even more dms telling me how i was a whore, slut, hoe, bitch, a fake friend, and more. i didn't really care about all of the whore, hoe, etc comments since those where mostly people being sexist in the fact that a women couldn't date someone with one without being in sexual relations to them or in the fact that women couldn't have date a person after they broke up or they can't even talk to someone.

i was more hurt by all of the bitch and fake friend comments by people plus I was also concerned for louis tomilson guy.

i groan before setting up my phone and pressing the "go live" button.

@daisyduck is live !

@milliebobbybrown has joined
@sadiesink_ has joined
@louispartridge_ has joined
@daisylopez#1fan has joined
9 million others have joined

"hi everyone! how is everyone doing on this fine day?" i asked my live doing small talk before addressing the hate.

@username69: im ok but my dog just died so that's sad. can you say "i love you poppy"

@milliebobbybrown: im still dying bc of earlier but i'm good.

@ilikefood: are you and louis partridge dating????

"oh im so sorry about that! I love you poppy!" i gave my condolences not really knowing what to say to the person.

"so im actually on here today to discuss something." i spoke nervously fiddling with the edge of my blanket.

"so lately ive been getting a lot of hate for no reason and it's up to you to hate me or not but i would really appreciate it if you wouldn't send me dms and comments saying that im a whore, hoe, slut, bitch, fake friend, etc since it's just rude, mean, and has an underlying tone of sexism. also i do not know if louis partridge is getting the same dms and comments but if so please stop that as well. please also stop the questions if we're dating. we don't know each other and have never meet. our only connection is millie. other then that I don't really care if you hate me or not because it doesn't really matter to me. i do want to say though that my personality is naturally sarcastic and stuff so when im joking and shit with my friends they know im joking. I would never be mean to them on purpose!"

@userwest: girl that was a whole damn speech-

@imabitch: wow ur so ungrateful for you're fans you bitch

@loveandpeace: omg i  can't believe i actually liked you. you're just a fucking brat.

@kam: i bet you're just making this all up and no ones even sensing you any thing.

@daisylopez#1fan: these comments do not pass the vibe check-

@daisylopez#1fan: it's ok i still love you daisy and i hope it gets better! <33

@milliebobbybrown: it speaks volumes that you had to go on live to tell you're "fans" to stop attacking you and yet they're being even ruder. ily das and you don't deserve this <333

as my eyes looked over all the comments i could feel my heartbreaking. instead of them caring about me i was the spoiled and ungrateful one.

"well that's all for today so bye i guess" i signed off half heartledy and ended the live and I just sat and wondered what the fuck i did wrong.

insta dms

@louispartridge_
hey i just wanted to say im
really sorry about all of the hate
you're getting i didn't mean
for my comment to cause
all of this

@daisyduck
hi! it's fine its really
no problem! you don't
have anything to apologise
for you did nothing wrong.
and it wasn't just you're
comment it's been happening
for a while now but I guess it
just really blew up this time.

@louispartridge_
oh well ok! im still sorry
and i hope you're ok!
let me know if you ever need
anything! <3

@daisyduck
it's ok and yeah im
great!! ill let you know!

insta dms

@louispartridge_
hey mills I talked to daisy
and she seemed fine idk
what you were worried about!

@milliebobbybrown
oh did she?

@louispartridge_
yep she even said she
was great!

@milliebobbybrown
oh louis, you sweet naive child.
did she use a whole ton of
exclamation marks?

@louispartridge_
yeah! so they're good right?
bc, you only use exclamation
points when you're happy!

@milliebobbybrown
lou you're an idiot. no offence
das only use exclamation marks
for two things: one is when she's
sarcastic and two is when she's
trying to make it seem like
she's ok when she's not

@louispartridge_
but why would she lie
to me?

@milliebobbybrown
don't take it personally
they take a while to get used
to new people plus he doesn't
like sharing their problems
with anyone. she says it makes
her feel like she's a burden or
something.

@louispartridge_
but she's not??
i now feel worse
about this

@milliebobbybrown
don't feel bad you and
her didn't even do
anything wrong the people
did bc they suck. and you're
right she isn't a burden but i
can't control the way she
thinks.

@milliebobbybrown
wait it's already like 12pm
we need to get to set before
we get fired-

@louispartridge_
oh right let's gooo🏃‍♂️

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sydney speaks !

bye that was so much-

im sorry that the first writing sucks I almost never write in first person 😭

next chapter is a tough one but also i almost lowkey cried while writing it so yeah it's amazing.

what's you're favourite brotp so far?