If my writing has ever been loved by you all, please read it till the end!

Are you all really not happy with Rules and Roses?

It's so disheartening to see the difference between the responses of Forever Till Aeturnus and Rules and Roses

Both are my babies

I love my Anu and Manu as well as my Ridhit and Urvi

I don't know from where do I start even.
I'll take it down if you all want to.
Not even 20 readers out of 686 who regularly read it.

How will it give me motivation to write? Both the stories for that matter.

It was like two or three weeks ago I said that I'll update rules and roses only after it reaches 2k views.

And it did not

Too much to ask for?

Or is it because I changed the name of the characters?

You all have no idea, I have literally more eight or nine chapters in my draft for that story. So many plans for it. To many it like those publishing books so that I MAKE YOUR READING WORTH!

But...I feel like crying.

Not because I'm not getting response, but because I have been working on that story for like TWO DAMN YEARS and I'm seeing all my efforts going waste.

I want to make Ridhit's character loved by you all.

I want you to see Urvi fighting with her battles

I want you to manifest a love like them like you do for Manik and Nandini in this book!

I want you to wish for a guy like RIDHIT!

I want you to see me as a writer beyond fanfiction

You all love my writing only because I write on Manik and Nandini, is it?

I want to tell you all that I love Manik and Nandini.
But a major part of my heart lies with Parth and Niti
They are in it.

Why is it so difficult to accept a general fiction from my side THAT IS STARRING THEM, OUR PANI?

I'm so disappointed

It was in August month I published the book

August 13th

Almost 2 months!

And just 1.77k reads?

Because of you all I have never monetized my stories.
I'm even thinking to drop the plan of scroll stack because I know everyone cannot afford there.

I think so much about you all and what do I even get in return?

Hardly four or five people who read comment and share their views?

I swear, my eyes are wet writing these.

Rules and Roses, is my first attempt towards a different genre. General Fiction

A little support?

Too much to ask for?

I'm writing this, 3 years on wattpad and never I've written down on any other book about it, but... I'm a human yaar

Dil hai na

Mehenat waste hogi toh won't I cry?

Disappointed
Unbelievable
And above everything

Hurt!