and i'll wait
sit here in the dark
waiting for a text back
begging for your heart
and to know if you miss that

night where we held inside your car
or when i kissed you
right in front of my house
and you asked me if i wanted you back
the way that you wanted me

and i said yes, though i forgot that i did
i'm so sorry i forgot i did but
that was back then when i
didn't know my worth

so i pushed you around
doing my best to make you hate me
even though it's not what i wanted
i was careless with your heart

i could've made you happy
and i know you would've made me too
but i was too afraid to get attached to you

now i'm sitting in my bed
waiting for a text back
wishing i had chosen you
but i could never change that

and my head's filled with regrets
'bout the things that i had said and done
but tell me, are we really that far gone?
is there nothing i can say
to prove that i have changed?

if you let me back in
i promise i won't be careless again
i'll take good care of your heart
won't drop it 'cause i know it's glass

and all these boys i've given myself to all these years
never deserved an inch of me
but i know that you do
and that's why i was scared of you

i was careless