conflicted
i see it in your eyes
and i understand it

the memories
they are scars
and i made them

i kissed you
held your heart
just to break it

i broke it

now, i can't really
blame you when
you think we'll
never be the same

never be the same

i used you
told you all those lies
just to keep you 
right out of my mind

'cause i didn't 
want to tell you
that i felt it

i felt it when i
touched you in your car
and you held me close
but you still felt so far

i was too damn scared
that you made me feel safe
and i loved the way you
taught me all these things about me
that i never even knew before
i never should've closed the door

now you're conflicted
i could promise to take your heart
and mend it
but if it's too much of a risk
then i'll forget it
even though i can't

but if you drive us to the edge
for the very last time
i'll never hate you
when you say goodbye

'cause at the end of it all

the memories
the scars
and the broken bones

all those wasted times
i should've let you know
that i love the way it feels with you
love the way it feels with you
love the way it feels with you
love the way it felt with you

pushing you away was
my greatest mistake
and i learned from it

i'll grow from it
and i will be okay

i understand it now
all the fear is just in my head
i should remember what you said
so the next time
i meet someone like you
i won't be conflicted