still wearin' your sweater
thirty-one days later
i wish i didn't remember
anything about you at all

i never really
allowed myself
to write about it
'cause writing about it
would make it real
and i didn't want to fall

i didn't want to admit
the way that i feel
all this regret and this guilt
i didn't want to admit

i stopped wearing your sweater
for a while 'cause it didn't feel right
i didn't think i deserved it
after what i did

but i wore it today
for a short while
'cause i felt like you
were coming back
right into my life

but now you're conflicted
trying to make up your mind
as i sit in your sweater
trying to tell you that it's fine

you can leave if you want
or you can stay
it will be fine
i'll be okay

but i truly wish
i'll have more sweaters
from you
like you joked about this one
being the first out of many
i want the others too

i want to love you

but do what you think
is for the better