they never seem to understand. i'm tired of being everybody's shoulder to cry on.

these expectations, i never asked for.

fuck the meds they keep forcing down my throat.

we all know i'll never be good enough anyway.

tired of dancing in this masquerade.

doesn't please me to say my sentiments have turned to grey.

fully understanding i am at the point of no return.

consciously grieving 'til there is nothing to grieve about anymore.

they never seem to understand. i desire to carry the weight of the world on my way home.