I don't know what is that emotion.

May be I like her... but

I feel myself not enough

Why something make me feel that now ?

What a mess!
My mind...

The first time I met her
It was a gloomy day in September.
Ms. Natsuki said that someone would be teaching in her place.
It's ms Hana Morikawa

First time I think that maybe a 28 years old girl and her friend as Ms. Tomo before

Everything is wrong, I was wrong

She is just a young girl

Since the first time our eyes met...

...

" Okay, banno. This Hana. I look forward to interacting with you. "
(はい、バンノさん。これは花さんです。仲良く よろしくお願いします。) - Natsuki

" よろしくお願いします " - Banno ( me)

" 私もよろしくお願いします。" Hana

...

What caught my eye was a girl wearing glasses with a high nose.

She has long hair

I hear that she living in Hanoi right now

' She so cute. She so beauty ' ( my mind that time LOL

First time met her. I think myself is going to learn about hard in Japanese lesson.

Right
I thought so.

But

When I try to learn, listen, write on a certain topic. I not remember sure. She asked me again. Another ask

... We speak Japanese.So I will translate it into English.

...

*Food topic in A1 textbook* - maybe

" What food do you like in Vietnam? " - Hana

" I think I don't like anything food in Vietnam "

" Really "

" Un, yes " Not almost polite

...
*sometime, i say myself problem.*

" I'm not tall in future 🥲 "

" wait, what do you want to say. Once to say me hear "

" I'm ... not..tall "

" Right, what is your height "

" I'm 172cm " ( really I'm 171cm )

" I'm 165cm "

..
' OMG ! Nice height, Same ideal height as many girls in manga, anime and my imagination '

...

You know i also really like long hair girl. Cause look like angel or Yamato Nadeshiko. Maybe

...
Others...

Through time, 3 months later.

I just know that she have not teach anyone other me.

I have shocked to listen that things.

Why? why Natsuki just let her teaching me ?

I'm not understand.

...

The first time I met her in person. I think her dress sense is similar to many other girls. It is different from my imagination. Body-wise, I don't think she's any bigger than me. If she reads this. I hope she doesn't strangle me to death.what i said was a bit rude right but she is still very beautiful.
that is to be affirmed. I just feel sorry for Long's junior. When I tried to act like I was the only one for her.

Maybe later