(Just a small vent, you don't have to read if you don't want to)

Did I ever explain why Karmas a demon and not a human? Or why he gave up his humanity for demonic abilities?

Well

First off, people, most people are stupid. Humans are brash, angry creatures that start wars and fight each other over the simplest of things. Humans don't listen, and frankly don't care about other humans.

There are some exceptions (you know who you are), but mostly humans are this way.

Karma has a dislike towards people because they shunned him, pushed him out, and he feels disconnected from most of humanity. Frankly, that's why he lives off the grid.

I have that same dislike....people just don't get me at times, and sometimes I feel I don't belong as a human. I know I am one, or at least people say I am (they may be lying, don't know). God also seems to not want me dead, despite how much of a bad (whatever I am) I've been. I think constantly about the little bad things, or at least what my brain seems to think as bad things, and that my soul's basically a piece of Swiss cheese, full of holes.

I know people say I'm a good person but I constantly have that little voice in my head worrying that I'm not being enough, that I'm not good enough. That whatever I am is bad, and I'm bad, and i don't deserve what I have now.

That I'm not human (or whatever I am) enough.

That's all—

Sorry I'm just gonna go lurk now-