After the argument with Luke, I've been staying with Zoe and Alfie, it's only been three days but it's been fun. I've felt like the argument is my fault but I just don't know what I did or said that was, Wrong. Today I've got meetings in London and I'm going home not that I mind going home, I think it will do me good being on my own for a few weeks.

It was early when my alarm woke me up and sighed thinking I better start getting ready to leave. Poppy was joining me on the trip and then were going for lunch and a bit of shopping before my second meeting and then finally catching the train home.

After stretching and climbing out of bed I decided to grab a shower so I headed into the ensuite bathroom and placed my floral towel on the towel rack before turning the shower on and then going to sort my outfit that I was going to wear out. After sorting the outfit out I went back into the bathroom where the shower was now hot so I removed my pyjamas which were a simple baggy crop top with a pair of shorts and climbed into the shower.

The hot water beats down onto my head and rolls down my body sending shivers up and down my spine. I reached for the sweet smelling shampoo; the shampoo it by Wella and it's called Brilliance this has to my my January favourites for sure the smell is amazing and how it starts off with the fruitiness of pineapples, pear, and clementines before turning to honey and praline laced with violet and quince. Once I washed my hair with the shampoo I moved on to my body which I washed with my Vanilla and Violet shower and bath Gel which smelt exactly like the name tells you it does.

After making sure all the bubbles were out of my hair and I was all clean I climbed from the shower and wrapped myself into my floral towel and headed back into the spare room where I checked my phone to see if Luke had texted me to apologise but no he didn't, Poppy on the other hand had texted me.

From Popsicle😘❤️🌸💕

Hey Freya, what time are you going to be at the train station? Don't want to be late 😘x

To Popsicle😘❤️🌸💕

The train leaves at half 9 so I going to be at the station by quarter past, just so I don't miss it 😂 xx

From Popsicle😘❤️🌸💕

Okay Doodle-bear. See you in about a hour 💗xx

To Popsicle😘❤️🌸💕

See you soon Pops, love you 💖xx

After responding to Poppy's texts I completely dried myself, pulled on some underwear and then my fill outfit. Today's outfit consisted of a perky pink 'Becky burnout top' a pair of high waisted slim fitting denim jeans along with a pair of brown ankle Booties. My hair is styled in a waterfall braid and all I had left to do was do my make up, accessories so I sat down in front of the white vanity.

Once I was sat in front of the vanity I slipped my two chokers around my neck and let my hair fall over my shoulders having to neaten the waterfall braid. I then grabbed my brand new watch which was a beauty and the beast one, in a golden yellow. I began my make up using my Perfect Brows Eye pallet before moving on and finishing with my Beauty and The Beast inspired lipstick in a red colour, I was sent this in my P.O. Box and I'm already loving it. I sprayed 'Daisy Dream' perfume and grabbed a phone case which happened to look like holographic slime, pretty cool if you asked me.

After I was dressed I grabbed my light blue Daisy bagpack and went downstairs, it was 8:20 so I had less than a hour to eat and get to the train station for 9:15. I decided to have a yoghurt for breakfast, quick and easy just what I needed. I sat at the table and ate my yogurt before remembering I hadn't began the vlog yet, I turned the camera on and smiled.

"Good morning Girls and Guys. I know I'm later starting the vlog today but I completely forgot, I showered and got dressed and now I'm eating a yogurt." I smiled "today I'm heading into London with Poppy because I've got two meetings, one this morning and one this afternoon, during the times of the meetings me and Poppy are going shopping and having lunch" I grinned seeing Alfie enter the kitching "morning Als" I smiled still Vlogging "anyway theirs probably going to be a few surprises coming in the next few months so I can't tell you that yet, you're just going to have to keep an eye out for them" I chuckle before turning my camera off, finishing my yogurt and throwing the rubbish onto the bin.

"I'm going to be going now, I've got to get to the train station to meet Poppy and so I'm not late for my meeting" I told my older brother as I gave him a hug, grabbed my backpack and left the house. I caught a bus to the train station and then waited for Poppy. "So I'm just outside the train station waiting for Pops, she shouldn't be long" I told the camera as a taxi pulled up in the dropping of bay, it was Poppy. "Guys it's my sister, she's on time" I laughed pointing the camera as she paid the driver.

"Hai sista" I giggled as we went into the station and went over to the Starbucks which was in the station, we both brought a double chocolate chip cooler type drink and then went and put our rail cards in the machine as we walked through the barriers onto the platform. "Wait what platform are we on?" I asked my older sister, who looked at me and laughed as we both didn't even look to find out.

Poppy heads back inside and checks the time tables and found out were ok platform 3. We went up the stairs and over the the track heading to our platform. We stood on platform 3 waiting for the train to come in "so have you heard from Luke?" Poppy asks me in a sensitive big sister tone.

"Nope, not since the arguement. He hasn't even texted to see if I'm alright. What did I do wrong to deserve all this" I mumbled sighing heavily "listen here Freya, you've done nothing wrong. You didn't do anything and you don't deserve it. He just needs to get his priorities straight" Poppy reassured me but for some reason I didn't feel as if it was right. "We wanted to grow old together, we even have said we wanted to have a child at some point in our relationship" I told my older sister while the train pulled up to the station.

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A few hours later I was still in my first meeting, it was about the surprise I'm planning for my viewers. It's kinda a bunch of things which are all exciting because I'm basically going to be going on tour and I'm having merchandise coming out in a few weeks, we've been planning it for so long, 8 months is the exact time we started the planning process, then we went on to what sort of colours I wanted my merch to be and we are in the final phase of The proses.

"So we're aiming to get the website sorted and all planned in the next two weeks, we will be having the meeting on the day of the launch of the website and then at the same time we will discuss the tour, I know you said you wanted to do it in the summer holiday but we will focus on that in two weeks times" Chantelle my manager reassured me and I thanked her before I left and joined Poppy as we left the building.

We went to Bills for lunch where both Poppy and myself ordered a carbonara which is our favourite thing to have when we go to Bills. "So I can't wait for the next few weeks, it's so surreal I just can't wait for everyone to find out" I smiled telling Poppy about what was going on, she is the only one who knows about the tour and merch. "Your doing more than anyone your age has done, more than Alfie too" Poppy laughed causing to laugh so much.

Our food was brought to us and we were soon talking aswell as eating before we paid and then left once everything was finished. We went to the shops and brought some things before I had to go to my second meeting. This one wasn't anything that fun but in the waiting room I smiled when I saw Anna and Jonathan "hey Anna, Jonathan" I smiled sitting by them "Hey Freya, how have things been?" Anna asked me and I shrugged "better than they have been, how's the pregnancy going?" I asked her since she should be due in the next few months

"It's been going great" she smiled. We were in deep conversations when I was called in for my meeting, I said my goodbyes and got on with my meeting.

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That evening I was home, in my flat. I put the kettle on and made myself a coffee. The flat seemed bigger then before o spent time with Zoe and Alfie but I just need to get used to it again

A/N

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, theirs a lot more to come for Freya, more arguements, a new love and more surprises

Byee

Jess xx