Breathe!
Till your chest get numb...till it starts to hurt a little...till there is nothing left inside.
Breathe!

Jjong!
I wish you could continue to breathe...
Taking in the lightly chilled air of this misty morning,
As you watch the sun struggling to come out from behind the playful Nimbostratus clouds.

I really wish you could continue to breathe...
Despite the awful dryness brought by the violent Santa Ana winds in this early night.
Your nose might hurt a little but these high-pressure air masses will pass, in the next few days.

I really really really wish you could continue to breathe...
So your beloved Blingers would not experience another sorrowful day... like this!
They are feeling lonely.
They are feeling hopeless.
They are feeling an immense emptiness...deep within.

They are feeling invisible!!!!
With no desire to drink, to eat, to sleep, or to even think!
They just want to sit... against the empty wall... with all the lights off... in complete silence... benumbed.

I am not sure, Jjong, if you are the reason that triggered all of this.
But I know, for a fact, that they are feeling worse because you are no longer where they can reach...with just a mouse click away.
Thus, their sadness keeps snowballing...overwhelming their senses...beseiging their cognitive capacity.

Jjong!
That's why I wish that you could continue to breathe!!!!
So these dear friends of mine would eagerly speak...of the exciting future awaiting ahead of their days.
Not this darn torment!
Not this aching gloominess!
Not this agonizing struggle to exist... or expire...

So, please!
Whisper into their ears, Jjong, your burning wishes ... to each of our dearest friends.

"My beloved,
Here I am...still breathe...within you.
As you take in a deep breath, feel my lungs inflate.
As you let out a deep breath, feel my diaphragm retract and my heart palpitate.

My beloved,
I still live...within you.
So, please! Continue to breathe! For me!

Eat your meals,
Drink your water,
Take your baths,
Sleep and dream!

Get up early,
Go to school,
Do your work,
Take good care of your family!

Please!
Follow any career path...that will make you happy.
Become doctors, nurses, teachers, chemists, farmers, or actuaries.
Be anything! Be anything! Really, be anything! That will make you happy.

Life, my beloved, is very worth living.
Please fight for it! For me!
Please help me live and enjoy the life I had lost.
Please help me feel that my years of earnest trying to make you happy is not lost in vain.

Help me enjoy the Iraqi dawn,
The magnificient Irish sunset,
The flavorful Mexican coconut ice cream,
The finest Belgium chocolate,
The hearty Japanese ramen,
The savory Filippino pancit,
....

Help me enjoy the trip to top of Lang Biang,
To the Cave of Swallows,
To the Great Pyramids of Giza,
To the Colossus of Rhodes,
To the Temple of Artemis,
To the Great Wall of China,
To the Leaning Tower of Pisa,
To the Cathedral of Hagia Sophia,
To the Taj Mahal,
To the Empire State Building,
To the Golden Gate Brigde,
To the Great Barrier Reef,
To Victoria Falls!
...
Please live!
Not just hanging in there...idly...by a thin thread of "just be".
But, live! Eagerly! Meaningfully! Wholeheartedly!
Please live! For me!
I want to be your proud Jjong...at the time we meet...telling you how awesomely you lived.
So make me proud!"

Oh, Jjong!
I really wish that I had also gotten the chance to ask you ...
To continue to breathe...for your dearest Blingers...who needed you to.

Please, breathe!
Breeze <3

#JonghyunForever

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BREATHE lyrics

Breathe in deeply,
Until both sides of your chest get numb
Exhale more,
Until they start to hurt a little,
Until you feel like
There's nothing left inside of you.

It's okay if your breath gets short.
No one is blaming you.
You can make mistakes from time to time.
Everyone else does too.
If I tell you "it's alright,"
I know that they're only words.
When someone sighs,
How can I understand
Such deep breaths?
Your sigh,
Even though I won't be able to understand its depth, that's okay.
I will embrace you.

It's okay if your breath gets short.
No one is blaming you.
You can make mistakes from time to time.
Everyone else does too.
If I tell you "it's alright,"
I know that they're only words.
When someone sighs,
How can I understand
Such deep breaths?
Your sigh,
Even though I won't be able to understand its depth, that's okay.
I will embrace you.

Even though your sigh may seem cheerless to others,
I know that Your day was so difficult that it was hard for you to let out even a small sigh.
Don't think about anything else.
Breathe in deeply and exhale just as you are.
When someone sighs,
How can I understand
Such deep breaths?
Your sigh,
Even though I won't be able to understand its depth, that's okay.
I will embrace you.
Thank you so much for your hard work!