Chapter 12 Her Behaviour
As morning light filtered through the windows, Myra stood before the mirror, her reflection a poignant reminder of the life she had envisioned but not the one she was living. Draped in a traditional saree, she meticulously adjusted her attire, but each movement felt hollow. The bright colors and intricate designs seemed to mock her reality. "Yeh sajna sawarna uss insaan ke liye kyun karun main jo mujhe dekh tak nahi sakta?" she questioned herself, her voice tinged with despair. Frustrated, she messed up her hair, the effort to look presentable feeling increasingly futile.
Aarav emerged from the bathroom, the sound of running water still lingering in the air. He sensed Myra's presence and approached her, his tone gentle and encouraging. "Myra, aaj tumhara pehla din hai ghar mein. All the best," he said, trying to offer comfort and a sense of normalcy.
Myra, her heart heavy with unspoken sorrow, didn't respond. Without a word, she turned and left the room. Aarav, feeling her departure more than seeing it, was left puzzled by her silence. He could sense the emotional weight she carried, understanding that she might be struggling with the adjustment and missing her old life. He hoped that time and patience would help her open up and find her place in this new reality.
As she walked away, the quiet corridors of the mansion seemed to echo her internal conflict, each step a reminder of the unspoken pain she carried. Aarav, standing alone, could only wish for her comfort and hope that she would eventually find peace and acceptance in their shared journey.
Myra moved mechanically through the motions of her first kitchen ritual, her emotions a tangled knot. She prepared the kheer, trying to summon some semblance of normalcy despite the turmoil within. As she brought the dish to the dining table, everyone's eyes turned toward her, waiting for this symbolic act of her acceptance into the family.
Rano took the first bite and smiled warmly. "Bahut achi kheer hai," she praised, her tone filled with genuine approval. Myra offered a small, polite smile, but her eyes remained distant.
"Bahu, Aarav ko bhi do," Rano reminded, the implicit expectation clear in her voice. Myra nodded and served Aarav a portion, her movements stiff. Aarav, unaware of the tension underlying the moment, tasted the kheer and broke into a gentle smile. "It's delicious," he complimented, his voice sincere.
Alok nodded approvingly and extended a small envelope toward Myra. "Yeh tumhara shagun hai," he said, acknowledging her role as the new daughter-in-law. Myra accepted it, her fingers brushing the envelope absently, her mind elsewhere.
Suddenly, the atmosphere shifted as Alok turned his attention to Anirudh. "Anirudh, tumne Aarav se papers sign karwaye?" he asked, his tone taking on a businesslike edge.
Anirudh nodded, leaving the table to retrieve a file. Returning, he placed it before Aarav, handing him a pen. Without a moment's hesitation or any questions, Aarav signed where Anirudh guided him. His trust in his brother was evident, and it made Myra's heart twist with a mix of emotions.
Anirudh hesitated, sensing the need to explain. "Aarav yeh na..." he started, but Aarav cut him off with a serene smile. "Ani, mujhe nahi janna hai," he replied, his voice filled with unshakeable trust.
Myra observed this interaction silently, her eyes lingering on Aarav. His faith in Anirudh was absolute, almost to the point of blindness—quite literally and figuratively. The dynamic between the brothers was unmistakable; Aarav trusted Anirudh implicitly, relying on him for decisions big and small without the slightest trace of doubt.
The realization struck Myra like a cold wave. Anirudh wasn't just Aarav's brother; he was his protector, his eyes in a world of darkness. But where did that leave her? Married to a man who was so completely dependent on another, a man who hadn't even questioned the documents he was signing. It painted a picture of vulnerability that made Myra's resentment deepen.
As the room filled with casual conversation again, Myra's mind raced, trapped in a labyrinth of thoughts and emotions. Aarav's blind faith in Anirudh, her own feelings of betrayal, and the complexities of this new life she hadn't chosen.
Anirudh, Alok left for office while Aarav moved to his painting room. He thought about the imagine he had created in his mind about Myra through the touch yesterday night. He began to paint it on the canvas.
Aarav sat in his painting room, his fingers gliding effortlessly over the canvas. Each stroke was guided not by sight but by the vivid image he had formed in his mind the night before when he had touched Myra's face for the first time. In his world of darkness, this was his way of seeing—through touch and imagination. His hands moved with a rhythm that was familiar and comforting, translating his perception of Myra into a visual form that he could never physically see but deeply felt.
Lost in his world, Aarav didn't notice Myra entering the room. She paused at the doorway, her eyes widening in shock as she took in the painting. It was astonishingly accurate—the curve of her face, the arch of her eyebrows, the slight downturn at the corners of her lips. He had captured her likeness perfectly, even though he had never seen her. It was almost as if he had peered into her soul through that brief, delicate touch.
"Myra, tum yahan," Aarav said, sensing her presence.
Myra stiffened at the sound of his voice. "Haan, khane ke liye bulane aayi thi," she replied curtly, trying to mask her emotions. Her mind was a whirlwind of confusion and frustration. How could he paint her so perfectly without ever laying eyes on her?
Aarav nodded, putting down his brush. "Aata hun," he said simply. But then he turned his head toward her, his eyes not meeting hers but focusing in her direction. "Acha, yeh batao kaisi bani hai tumhari painting?" His voice carried an innocent eagerness, a vulnerability that was almost childlike. For him, this was a gift, an attempt to connect with her in the only way he knew how.
Myra's hands clenched into fists, anger bubbling up inside her. She looked at the painting—a symbol of everything she felt had been stolen from her, her love for Anirudh, her dreams of a different life. It wasn't Aarav's fault, but he was a part of the betrayal, whether he realized it or not.
"Bakwaas," she spat out, her voice dripping with bitterness. Without another word, she turned and stormed out of the room, leaving a stunned silence in her wake.
Aarav stood there, the word echoing in his mind. For the first time, he felt a sting of rejection in his craft. He had always been able to 'see' people through his paintings, to understand them in a way that words couldn't express. But with Myra, he had failed. The image he had formed of her in his mind seemed so clear, so beautiful, yet she had dismissed it so harshly. He slowly reached out, his fingers brushing against the drying paint on the canvas, trying to understand where he had gone wrong.
In that moment, a sadness settled over him. Aarav had always known that his blindness set him apart, that it made him different, but it was the first time he felt truly isolated. His attempt to connect with Myra had only widened the chasm between them. He turned back to the canvas, the colors blurring in his mind as his emotions swirled with each stroke he had painted.
Anirudh returned home that evening with a heavy heart, the weight of the day's responsibilities adding to the turmoil in his mind. As he entered the house, he was greeted by an unsettling scene. Rano's worried voice was coming from the direction of Aarav's painting room. She was calling out his name, her tone filled with concern.
Anirudh's eyes flickered toward the living room, where Myra sat on the couch. Her expression was one of cold detachment as she listened to music through her earbuds, shutting out the world around her. It was clear she had no interest in the commotion upstairs, her body language screaming indifference.
He felt a surge of anxiety. Without wasting another second, he rushed up the staircase two steps at a time, his heart thudding in his chest. As he reached the top, he saw Rano standing outside Aarav's painting room, knocking frantically.
"Aaru, darwaza khol beta!" Rano called out, her voice laced with desperation. Anirudh could see the worry etched on her face, her eyes darting toward him as he approached.
"Kya hua, Maa?" Anirudh asked, trying to keep his voice calm, though a knot of fear was tightening in his stomach.
"Duphar se andar hai. Khaana bhi nahi khaya usne," Rano replied, her voice trembling. "Kabhi aisa nahi kiya usne. Mujhe dar lag raha hai."
Anirudh felt his heart skip a beat. Aarav had always been sensitive, but this was unlike him. He knocked on the door, his voice firm yet pleading. "Aaru, darwaza khol... Dekh, tu kholega nahi toh main kuch—"
Before he could finish his sentence, they heard the sound of the door unlocking. Aarav slowly opened it, his face a mixture of sadness and something deeper, an emotional turmoil that Anirudh instantly recognized. He had seen his brother upset before, but never like this.
Rano sighed in relief, but Anirudh's gaze shifted past Aarav to the canvas sitting on the easel. His breath caught in his throat. It was Myra's face, perfectly captured in every detail—the delicate curve of her lips, the sorrow in her eyes, the haunting beauty that only Aarav could have painted so accurately without ever having seen her.
Anirudh's heart sank as he realized why Aarav had shut himself away. "Kya hua?" he asked, his voice almost a whisper, afraid of the answer.
Aarav turned toward Anirudh, his eyes wet with unshed tears. "Pehli baar main fail ho gaya uss cheez mein jo mujhe sabse jodti hai," Aarav said, his voice choked. "Main apni patni ka chehra nahi bana paya, use mehsus karke."
Anirudh felt his stomach drop. Myra's words had cut deeper than he had feared. "Kya? Kisne kaha tumse?" he asked, though he already knew.
"Myra ne kaha... bakwaas hai," Aarav replied, his voice barely audible. The pain in his words was palpable, and it sliced through Anirudh like a knife.
Anirudh took a deep breath, fighting back the anger and despair building inside him. He gently placed a hand on Aarav's shoulder. "Nahi, Aaru. Yeh perfect hai," he said, trying to inject as much conviction into his voice as he could muster. "Yahi toh Myra hai, chehra hai... Wo bas apne ghar waalo ko yaad kar rahi hai, isiliye bol gayi. Kabhi kabhi log us waqt nahi samajh paate."
Aarav seemed to search for truth in Anirudh's words, his expression hesitant. "Sach?" he asked, his voice fragile, as if it might shatter at any moment.
"Haan!" Anirudh replied firmly. He turned toward Rano, who stood watching, her own eyes brimming with tears. "Maa, perfect hai na?" he asked, seeking her support to alleviate Aarav's distress.
Rano nodded quickly, her voice trembling as she spoke. "Haan, ek dum perfect hai," she reassured, her words meant to soothe her son's shattered confidence.
Aarav exhaled slowly, a weak smile tugging at his lips. He seemed to relax a bit, the anguish in his eyes lessening, though not disappearing entirely. Anirudh felt a pang in his heart, knowing how precarious this peace was. Myra's bitterness was creating wounds that Aarav couldn't see but could feel deeply, and Anirudh was the one stuck in the middle, trying to bridge a gap that seemed to widen with every passing day.
As Aarav left the room, reassured for now, Anirudh lingered, staring at the painting. It was beautiful, a true work of art. Yet, it also represented the complicated, painful reality they were all living in. Anirudh sighed heavily, knowing that this fragile equilibrium could shatter at any moment. Myra's resentment toward her circumstances was now directly impacting the very person who was most innocent in this entire situation Aarav. And Anirudh was helpless to stop it, caught in a web of his own making.
Rano's voice boomed through the room, her tone laced with bitterness and long-held resentment. "Ani! Kya jadoo kiya hua hai tumne mere bete pe jo tumhare kehne pe ek baar mein darwaza khol diya?" she demanded, her eyes blazing with anger.
Anirudh stood still, trying to compose himself. "Maine kuch nahi kiya hai," he replied calmly, though his heart was pounding in his chest.
But Rano wasn't appeased. The years of animosity bubbled to the surface as she let out the words she had kept suppressed for so long. "Anirudh, tum mujhe ek aankh nahi bhate ho! Tum har baar mujhe uss dhoke ki yaad dilate ho jo mere pati ne mujhe diya tha," she spat, her voice shaking with emotion. "Agar tumhe lagta hai ki mere bete ke qareeb rahke tum mera dil jeet loge, toh aisa nahi hoga. Mere liye tum najayas hi rahoge, samjhe?"
Anirudh felt the sting of her words like a physical blow. His face remained stoic, but inside, a torrent of pain and guilt swirled. Tears welled up in his eyes, but he blinked them back, unwilling to let Rano see how deeply her words wounded him. As she turned on her heel and left the room, Anirudh remained frozen in place, struggling to steady his breath.
It was in this vulnerable moment that Myra entered the scene, having overheard the entire exchange. Her presence was like a cold breeze in the room, carrying with it the bitterness and hurt she harbored. She walked up to Anirudh with a smirk on her face, her eyes gleaming with a mixture of anger and vindication. "You deserve this, Ani," she said, her voice dripping with venom. "In logo ke liye tumne mujhe dhoka diya... Ussey dhoka diya jisne tumse tumhara sach jaanne ke baad bhi pyaar kiya."
Anirudh turned to face her, his expression one of silent torment. Myra's words cut through him, but he felt powerless to defend himself. The truth in her accusation was a weight he had been carrying since the day he convinced her to marry Aarav. He had thought he was doing the right thing, sacrificing his love for his brother's happiness. But now, confronted with the consequences of his choices, he was beginning to realize the enormity of his actions.
"Myra," he began, his voice hoarse, but he couldn't find the words to explain the mess he had created. He had betrayed her, misled her, and now she was trapped in a life that neither of them had envisioned. What could he possibly say to make it right?
But Myra wasn't interested in hearing his justifications. "You sacrificed me, Ani," she hissed, stepping closer, her eyes locking onto his with an intensity that made him look away. "You threw me into a life where I can never truly be myself. Tumhe pata bhi hai, main kya mehsoos karti hoon? Har pal tumhari yaad aati hai... Aur phir, mujhe yaad aata hai ki tumne mere saath kya kiya."
Her voice cracked as her anger began to merge with the pain she was holding back. Anirudh, finally mustering the courage to look her in the eye, saw not just anger but a deep, gut-wrenching sorrow. He wanted to reach out, to comfort her, but he knew that any attempt to do so would be meaningless.
"You wanted to be the perfect son, the perfect brother," Myra continued, her voice trembling. "But what about me, Ani? What about the woman who loved you, who trusted you with everything?"
Anirudh felt his throat tighten, the lump of emotions threatening to choke him. "Myra," he whispered, his voice breaking. "mujhe laga main sahi kar raha hun."
She laughed, a bitter, hollow sound that echoed in the room. "The right thing? You destroyed two lives with your so-called right thing." She took a step back, her eyes burning with the tears she refused to shed in front of him. "You chose your brother over me. Fine. But don't expect me to forgive you for this betrayal."
Anirudh watched helplessly as she turned away, her words leaving a chasm between them that seemed impossible to bridge. He had made his choice, and now he was watching the fallout unfold around him, powerless to change any of it.
As Myra walked away, leaving him alone in the dimly lit corridor, Anirudh felt the weight of his decisions crashing down on him. Rano's rejection, Myra's betrayal, and his own guilt—all converged in that moment. He stood there, staring blankly at the spot where Myra had stood, feeling more lost than ever. In his attempt to protect everyone, he had lost everything he truly cared about.
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