Riley sighed as she woke up and realised that she was in bed alone again. She frowned to herself as she sat up and ran a hand through her hair, she walked through the flat and sighed.

She knew that nick had been working a lot and she knew that they were preparing for the baby but she couldn't help but feel anxious around it.

Riley got dressed and walked to the flat window and frowned as she looked out. She looked to see Nick and Leanne as they stood out on the street, she looked to them and frowned as she saw that they were talking. 

Riley looked to them and frowned. She knew that they were exes, she knew that she was nicks first love and she couldn't help but feel jealous as she looked to them. She looked as they hugged and walked off as she frowned to herself. Grace walked into the room and frowned

"I thought nick was staying over" grace asked

"he was" Riley said as grace saw what Riley was looking at and sighed

"you know that you have nothing to worry over dont you I mean nick loves you and she is in the past" grace said as Riley looked her and smiled knowing things were messy 
   
***   
Riley got to nicks as he answered the door and looked to her and frowned as he saw her, he could tell that she was in a mood

"what?" She asked as he looked to her and sighed

"I think you know what, don't you. I saw you with Leanne early please don't say that is why you sneaked out to be with her" Riley said as nick looked to her and frowned

"Riley, you can't be serious can you. I am with you, I love you. I sneaked out because you had a reckless night and I had to go to work I ran into her and she congratulated us on the baby and we hugged. I love you" he said as she looked to him

"she's your ex, your ex wife and your first love" Riley said as nick nodded

"I know what she is bay your my girl, your having my baby, the mother of my child and your my last love well over then the baby. I swear I have no interest in Leanne what's so ever" he said as she looked to him and smiled.

She knew that she wanted to trust him and how he gave her no reason not to put she knew it was hard. She knew that she had been hurt in the past

***
Riley sighed as she sat in bed. She rested a hand on her bump and smiled. Riley knew that things were hard and she knew that she was trying but she knew it wasn't going to be easy, she knew Nick was a good guy and he loved her but she was scared.

She was scared he would end up hurting and cheating on her and she knew that she just couldn't cope with it if that happened but could Riley find a way to deal with her commitment issues or would it end up coming between her and nick and ruin their relationship before it even started?