"Who you are is defined by what you're willing to struggle for."
― Mark Manson.

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Diego

The room was filled with my grunts and moan of the whore I was fucking. All I can think of Hailey beneath me in all fours as I fucked the whore in the ass. 

Damn

Why am I thinking of her when I am fucking a whore?

Although I don't mind her in all fours when I pound into her. But the way she reacts whenever I go near her.

Fuck

My rage blinded me, I pounded into the whore with all the energy I had, she moaned louder, loving my brutality. All of them do. 

I am their fantasy, a devil in disguise.

Her ass clenched, she came hard moaning loudly. Let hear the whole Whorehouse who is fucking. Let the girl envy her

Let them crave me

One day Hailey will too, my poor little kitten. 

One day

I will make sure of it.

I came after thrusting into her few more times. Immediately I lifted myself from the bad, took out the condom and threw it on the floor. The whore I don't even know name looked in a haze, as if she was worshipping me.

" Leave" I roared, this seemed work because she bolted upright. Before she could leave the room I concluded " Threw the condom away. It's ruining the floor".She got the hint and immediately was in her knees. The bin was beside the door, she threw the condom in it and cleaned the door with her skimpy dress that was lying beside the bed. Meanwhile, I laid on the bed, my hand behind my head watching the whore disappearing before the door after clearing the mess.

The whorehouse has plenty of whores to fuck, they work for me. I can get them anytime I want. They will obey me no matter what. They fear for their lives but more importantly, they fear me.

But why I am not satisfied?

This has been this way for me. I used to fuck whoever I wanted and was consoled with the fact. It was enough.

But now after I fucked the whore three times, I still want more. But not the whore, I wanted Hailey.

She was like a witch lured me to her.

No

It's wrong

She isn't a witch

She didn't do anything to lure me

But she did

Without her knowing she did something nobody ever did before

She rejected me

No one dared to do that

She did something that was not in my vocabulary

She showed me a woman with dignity who doesn't get wet whenever a man touches her and I loved the fierceness, it made me want her more, crave her to an impossible extent that it hurt. My body was humming with desire for her. Her small body, moderate fit chest, toned legs.

I was hard again, I felt like a teenager now. Not even when I was a teenager I had this situation. I got women whenever I wanted and no one ever refused me. But now I want Hailey.

What the heck

The pant was lying in the floor, gradually I dressed up heading back home. I needed to see her. But before that, I needed a shower. The house is only ten minutes away from the whorehouse. I drive quickly, alone. I don't need bodyguards, I can take care of myself besides no one would even think to attack me here but still, I always keep my best of guns with me for an emergency.

The bratva is giving us a lot of pain and you never know when there's a betrayal comes from.

The mansion was quiet, it's always have been. I am used to that way. The maids didn't even cross my path when I am back. They are most terrified of my sight and me because I often come with blood all over my body and women can't tolerate blood

Women, a weak creature.

Her room was Infront of mine, I debated going to her room but decided to shower first. I am positive Caluccio took care of her. She is fed well because that's Caluccio I am talking about. He has this aura about him that makes anyone relax.

But he is not a good man, he is a killer like me. A mafia man, born in blood and will die in blood
The warm water burned my body and I loved the heat. I loved pain, it reminded me of everyone who was I and what I was for. I needed the pain to feel stronger. Wrapping a towel on my waist I left the shower, I smell fresh now not smokes and sex. Dressed in casual cloth I strolled to her door, Although I preferred going naked.

It's locked, good.

Caluccio didn't forget it, even though his soft nature he is very intelligent and someone I can trust with my life. When I opened the door it stricken on someone. Looking at my feet I found Hailey curled up at the door.

What the hell

I crouched in front of her, there's tear underneath her eyes, she cried herself to sleep.

Sweet angel

She looked so pure, her pale skin was almost shining to the moonlight of late night. It will be dawn soon, the sun will be up and the night will go away.

A new beginning

for her

with me

I scooted her in my arms, she leaned at my touch. A satisfying smile painted on my cheeks, this is how it's supposed to be. The bed was cold in my hand when I placed Hailey on it. She stirred but didn't wake. She must have been tired of all the thing happened in the last twenty-four hours.

Her skirt hiked up, she didn't change her clothes. I should have told Nina to bring her clothes. Tomorrow morning this is the first thing I will do.

But now I can't look away, slowly I moved her skirt up to her waist the only barrier was now the panty she wore, from me touching her most intimate part. This has never happened before, my hands moved towards her waist and tugged the panty down, her trimmed pussy was in my view.

Hailey

A warm sensation on my belly to my chest woke, it was tingling. I felt something was building up and it was so good, so good.

What was happening?

Was I touching myself?

I felt a sharp intake of breath

Oh God

Peering my eyes open I saw a head between my legs. What was this man doing?I tried to get away but his hand was firm on my belly. No one has ever done this to me. This sensation was foreign.

" Get away from me" I managed to speak up but it only made him increase his pace as he lapped on my most private parts. My mind was screaming no but my body betrayed me. His hold was tight, too tight.  For me.

He was bigger than me and there's no way I can get away from him if he doesn't lose his touch. Tears started to spill my eyes as my body waved in unfamiliar pleasure. It's nothing like when I touched myself. It was more than that.

The pressure built and when it burst I felt like I was in a bubble. I felt the hold on my loosened, his face came into my view. Electric blue eyes peered at me with the most satisfied smile he had and I was terrified and disgusted how my body reacted to his touch.

Before I could register anything, he dipped his lips into mine, his tongue poked for entrance. I tried my best to get away but with the weight of his body on me, it was impossible.

Something hard rested on my stomach and I knew what it is. This made me more petrified as I started crying. He took this chance and thrust his tongue into mine. I tasted myself in him and he tasted the whole of me. This was too much, I started to scratch on his back and that made him stop. He raised himself in top of me, I immediately scooted away, bumping on the head spot of the bed.

" Why are you crying?" His face holds confusion as if he didn't exploit me, as if whatever happened was concensual.

" You are a monster, like them" this time I was unable to hide all the disgust I felt, to him and to those horrible men from the orphanage.

" Them?" He quirked one of his eyebrows, seemed confused. I wanted to slap myself, how come this slipped from me. I felt violated but the information of the orphanage must be buried. I was supposed to take it to my grave. If anyone knows I skipped it out they are going to kill me but worse punish me the most horrible way.

I heard about the punishments, I heard stories about how loathsome it is.

" Tell me Hailey" he urged, his eyes were blazing in anger.  I ducked my head down refusing to open my mouth. I can't risk my life or worse my dad's life. He came to me after so many years. I have dreamt of a family, and now he isn't close to me. It already hurts and I don't want to lose him.

"Why do you care? Why are you doing his? I don't even know you" i cried out, desperate to get away from him but there's no way out.

" I am Diego Rocco and You will do what I want" His voice hold authority, my body almost shook with fear. he was a natural leader, seemed to rule but dangerous.

"I don't know you, let me go" Desperate;y I looked at him, maybe he would have mercy and leave me.

" This makes it even more interesting. You are the first woman to give me a chase, Amelia and trust me I love it. Now you know my name and tell me the rest. If you don't tell me kitten, your dad's gonna pay for that"

I was speechless, this man was a manipulator, cunning. He knew my weaknesses and using it against me in my most vulnerable time.

" The or..phanage" I can't let my dad suffer for my sins. I wasn't a proper girl, that's why I was punished.

" What happened there?"

"Men would come to get pleasure from us" I looked anywhere but him. He wasn't the person I wanted to share this information with, not after what he did just a few minutes before but I felt trapped

" What?" His voice boomed, I was afraid he woke he whole mansion. His face softened when I jolted. " Do you know who they are? " Did they?"

" No, I don't. There were multiple men, but I know faces. " Then I realized he was waiting for me to tell more, the last question blazed my cheeks " no ...no that way. I am still a virgin. We used to go down on our knees or give them pleasure by hands"

He visibly relaxes but his eyes were still blazing, the bird started to chirping and I realized it's already morning. The reality struck Mr hard, I was in an unknown place, I shared my most pained moment with a man I don't know, not even his name, who took me away from him dad who just came for me, violated me in the early morning without my consent.

My whole body shakes as I started crying, hard 

Fuck

I heard him curse, I knew it was wrong but I wanted someone to hug me. But he left the room without a second glance. I laid on the bad and clutched the pillow hard, muffling my cries. Few minutes later I felt a hand on my shoulder, a pair of grey eyes were looking at me with so much sadness and warmth that I couldn't help myself but clung into him. His arms held me as I cried my eyes out.

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