JIMIN
"that did not happen."

jimin said in denial as he walked out of the bar with his hands in his pockets. it was already incredibly late out and jeongguk was following him. the purple-haired man stayed all night, waiting for jimin to finish his shift just so he could walk outside with him even though jimin had clearly said no.

jimin didn't understand what happened back there. they had a moment. it all just happened out of nowhere. sure, they didn't kiss or touch each other at all, but they were so close to it and what pissed jimin off was that he couldn't understand why every inch of his body was desperate for something to happen.

and on top of that, jimin even offered himself to jeongguk.

JEONGGUK
"come on, jimin! you're the one who said you could be real for me."

JIMIN
"yeah, that was an honest mistake. clearly, i am exhausted and not thinking straight."

JEONGGUK
"but your face..."

jimin came to a halt.

JIMIN
"what do you mean by my face?"

JEONGGUK
"you look like you wanted to kiss me."

JIMIN
"no. i didn't."

jimin started walking yet again.

JIMIN
"and i never will."

JEONGGUK
"oh, come on! jimin!"

JIMIN
"you're acting like a desperate kid right now. it's unusual for you."

JEONGGUK
"that's because i am desperate."

JIMIN
"why don't you phone your ex or something?"

JEONGGUK
"you know i hate her."

JIMIN
"you hate her?"

jimin didn't stop walking, but he slowed down this time.

JEONGGUK
"well, yeah. sort of wish she would die, but kinda wanna marry her at the same time."

JIMIN
"marry her? you? you actually want to get married?"

JEONGGUK
"anyway, can we not talk about her? i'm here with you."

JIMIN
"okay, let's say, hypothetically, i do sleep with you, where does that put me? you're clearly still hung up on your ex and i'm not just going to be some booty call."

JEONGGUK
"you said you wanna be real for me."

JIMIN
"i meant, real as in 'dating'."

JEONGGUK
"jimin."

jeongguk stopped walking this time, causing jimin to turn around and look back at him.

JIMIN
"yeah?"

JEONGGUK
"do you like me?"

a question that made jimin's heart skip a beat.

JIMIN
"no. i don't even know you that well yet."

jeongguk forced a smile and jimin just started walking away. jeongguk then grabbed jimin's left wrist with his own right hand and used his other hand to pull jimin by the waist, so that they were close to each other.

jimin didn't know what it was but something about jeongguk just made him feel weak in the knees, his face completely flushed and he couldn't stop staring at those lips so close to his own.

JEONGGUK
"you're a paradox, jimin. you say you don't want me like this, but your body says otherwise. and oh...would you look at that! your little friend down there just proves that i'm right."

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JIMIN
"why are you staring at me like that?"

JEONGGUK
"i'm just a little happy."

JIMIN
"jeon jeongguk is happy?"

JEONGGUK
"alright. what's up with that?"

JIMIN
"with what?"

JEONGGUK
"do you think i'm not capable of love and happiness?"

JIMIN
"no. i do. but not so fast. not like this."

JEONGGUK
"why wouldn't i be the least bit happy that i convinced you to crash at my place for the night?"

JIMIN
"well, for one, you still love your ex girlfriend. and two, i'm not gonna sleep with you. i'm just here to keep you company."

JEONGGUK
"alright. okay. you're right."

jeongguk stood up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen to grab something to drink. jimin sighed, resting his back and closing his eyes. he had no idea what came over him. jeongguk literally just felt his boner through his pants and onto his own dick. now they're back at jeongguk's place and his dick has finally calmed down and all, but still...what the fuck?

JIMIN
"i'm so stupid."

JEONGGUK
"what's that?"

JIMIN
"nothing."

JEONGGUK
"okay. well, here's your black tea."

JIMIN
"thanks. you're not gonna roofie me, are you?"

JEONGGUK
"i don't think i need to. and if i am, do you really think i'll tell you?"

jimin gave jeongguk a death glare and put down the cup on its coaster on the coffee table.

JEONGGUK
"i'm kidding."

JIMIN
"not gonna drink it anyway."

JEONGGUK
"alright. but tell me...why did you come here with me if you're not going to sleep with me?"

JIMIN
"i said, i'm here to keep you company. i know you get lonely at nights. you need a friend."

JEONGGUK
"then cuddle with me on my bed or something."

JIMIN
"what are you, five?"

JEONGGUK
"i was thinking you'd be the little spoon, but having my head on your chest sounds good too."

JIMIN
"i haven't even agreed yet."

JEONGGUK
"i'm not gonna do anything stupid. i promise."

JIMIN
"i know you won't, but i think i might."

jimin mumbled to himself, but jeongguk still heard it.

JEONGGUK
"what?"

JIMIN
"nothing."

JEONGGUK
"jimin...do you like me?"

JIMIN
"i said no."

JEONGGUK
"do you want to date me?"

JIMIN
"i wouldn't mind that."

JEONGGUK
"do you want to kiss me?"

JIMIN
"maybe."

jeongguk was getting closer and closer to jimin's face. his hand moving slowly on jimin's left thigh onto his clothed, now-hard-again cock.

JEONGGUK
"do you like this?"

JIMIN
"y-yes."

JEONGGUK
"can i..?"

JIMIN
"can...can you w-what?"

JEONGGUK
"can i feel your throbbing cock inside my mouth, my sweet baby?"

JIMIN
"you said you wouldn't do anything stupid."

JEONGGUK
"is it stupid if you want it too?"

JIMIN
"i always want stupid things...and stupid people."

JEONGGUK
"do you want me?"

JIMIN
"i don't know..."

jeongguk started to slowly unzip jimin's pants. the elder looking dazed, his eyes never leaving jeongguk's, his breathing have also become shallow and up to this point, neither of them could possibly deny the fact that they wanted the same thing.

JEONGGUK
"baby. say it. now.

JIMIN
"no."

JEONGGUK
"please?"

JIMIN
"i want your pretty lips around my cock."

JEONGGUK
"hm? what's that? i can't hear it."

JIMIN
"i want your pretty lips around my cock, jeongguk. please suck me."

JEONGGUK
"again."

jeongguk knelt down on the floor and opened jimin's legs, softly licking the middle of jimin's balls up to the slit of his cock's head.

JIMIN
"please. daddy."

JEONGGUK
"good boy."