you choke me and
you spit me out
like all your promises
and all your vows

i find it hard
to swallow now
what the fuck
was it all about

you tell me i'm pretty
you love me, you do
then why do you want her
you lie through and through

so why the fuck am i
still obsessed with you?

you ruined my perception
of what pure love is
nothing about me now is healthy
i spill my guts out in the mornings

eat, eat, eat
but i don't want to live
not when you're not here