explaination
I hadn't been in my room long before someone came storming in.
"What the hell have you said now. Jody's come in crying and I know it's something you said to her." Tyler shouts at me.
"Maybe she shouldn't go round poking her nose into other people's business then." I fired back.
"She was just making sure you were ok. God if you flip out this much over a couple of old books, it is no wonder why you have no friends." Tyler argues before leaving my room.
It wasn't about the books, well it was and it wasn't. It was what the books represented by safe place, I my get away from this place and the constant digs and jibes. In a world that I neither understood or wanted to understand there was this little bit of happiness and safety in a book. It couldn't get up and leave like a person, it didn't care if I cried or threw it against the wall. The next day I could pick it up and continue where I finished. It sounded stupid and pathetic but in a world of waves, books were my anchor, the things keep me stable. Without them the only story I had to focus on was my own.
I calmed myself a little before making my way over to Jody's room, with the door a little open I could see that she was in there with Tyler. I wasn't happy about the other him being in the room but I had to say something before it became easier to say nothing.
"What the hell do you want?" Tyler questioned as he noticed me lingering in the doorway.
"I came to apologise." I reply.
"Well I don't except your apology." He moans.
"Good cause I didn't come to apologise to you, I came to apologise to Jody." I quickly fire back.
"all this over some poxy books." Tyler mocks.
"It's not about the books, well it is and it isn't" I replied.
"What do you do when your angry." I ask looking between the two of them.
"I usually go to my room." Tyler replies.
"Punch stuff" Jody answers
"I read. So what do you do when your sad?" I ask.
"Cry, a lot and talk to Tyler" Jody mumbles.
"Talk to Jody." Tyler replies which doesn't surprise me the two of them talk a lot.
"I don't have anyone so I read."
"So." Tyler questions not fulling grasping what I was saying.
"So ... you two have each other but since Liam left and I know this sounds pathetic but all I have is books. Today they took that away, my only outlet was taken. I have nothing here, hell no one even likes me. So what I am trying to say is now my books are gone my anger built up and I took out on the wrong person but I didn't mean to." I confess.
"You have us now." Jody says quietly looking towards Tyler
"I suppose but you better start being nicer." He says with a small smirk.
"I will try but it's hard."
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