I'm always so alone
even when surrounded
by people that I know

I'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

I always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
I sit here on my phone

I'm always disappointed

I watch them live their lives

I wish that I were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am I supposed to be?

when will I be complete?

when will they be proud of me?

it's getting harder to see
slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why I exist
pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

I'm worthless,
i'm worthless.
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w o r t h l e s s ||| eli.