entry 17. / 21.9.15

dear diary,

:) taehyung gave me balloons today! for days i was feeling bad for turning him down when he was trying to talk to me, and i thought he was angry.

but today i realized that all taehyung ever really felt was sadness.

when i looked at taehyung, he reminded me of a lonely guy. a lonely but fun guy to be around with. i had no idea why so many people was so against him before. he.. fit perfectly in 
our class.

i always see him talking to our classmates so hesitantly, like he wasn't allowed to. i want to tell him that he was, and he deserved almost everything he wanted.

and today when he got me those balloons i think i was smiling the whole day.

yoonji and i aren't talking anymore. i knew exactly why, and i hoped she did too. and it honestly doesn't feel so bad, at least i'm free from her useless boyfriend yapping.

i wrote, 'y' on the side of his table again. i'm actually surprised he hasn't noticed it yet.