entry 16. / 20.9.15

dear diary,

i don't know what to feel. do i get mad at the world? do i feel bad for seokjin? do i feel bad for myself?

i should tell a teacher about what happened right? or, no, should i tell mom first? i don't really know, my mind isn't working very well right now. i'll come back later.

i'm back. i haven't told anyone yet. i don't think i'm ready. i know that you probably think that no one should have to be ready to be telling someone something like this.

but what if seokjin refuses everything i say? i'm scared of that, i don't want to be accused of lying.

i have to think this through first. i hate crying at school.