(A/n: This chapter contains sexual scene and mature language. Read at your own risk. I have separated that scene by lines and stars, in case you want to skip it)

Nathan's POV

She was taken aback. I put my hand on the small of her back to steady her or she would've fallen down from her bed. But when she didn't respond at all and just stayed there frozen.... I pulled back. Our foreheads touched each other as I searched for some emotion in her eyes.

Shock was soon replaced by happiness as she jumped over and hugged me really hard. "Oh my god, that's a yes. Thank you so so much Nate. You are the best," she squealed in my ears. I felt uneasy. Was I taking her advantage?

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Mia's POV

He slowly leaned towards me as if checking if I  was alright with it. I was a little confused whether I should indulge into it or push him back. I had a choice that I didn't wanna make so I  remained static, rather ignorant to his approach.

He being mesmerized by my whole self , from my body and mind to my soul, took it as a yes and sealed the distance between us. I kissed back instantaneous like a lightning flash as if I was just waiting for it. I didn't realize how much I craved it.

Electricity was what my heart was feeling indeed. First there were few small and sweet yet passionate kisses. My joy was out of bounds. I never knew that what a simple touch could actually do.

As for him, eagerness was taken over him. While I was just enjoyed small pecks, he just couldn't get enough.

His hands interlocked over my hips and he pulled me on his lap, my legs on either side of his.

My  hands found there way through his hair and tucked them earning a satisfactory  "hmm" from him. Simple kisses turned into heated ones when both of us fighting for dominance, our passion on fire. As we pulled apart to breathe, he noticed how pink and swollen my lips had become and how flushed I  was from a few second make out . His eyes awed at my innocence and he felt proud at the bite mark on the lower left corner of my lower lip that he left amidst his desire to want me more. We were panting but we couldn't care less.

We plunged in again. It was when my hips unknowingly ground into his that he moaned in my mouth. Surprised, I pulled back immediately, thinking for a second as for what I  had done to make him moan so loud. A deep red blush crept on my face on realising it. As a smile crept on his face, I reddened even more and turned my face away till it subsided.

He turned my face and smashed his lips on mine. He ground against me and so did I . Creases appeared on me forehead as I suppressed my moans. "Let go baby, I wanna hear you." He said in between their kisses. Soon both of us moaned in each other's mouth.

I eagerly undid the buttons of his shirt and taking it as a sign so did he.

His lips went from my face to my neck where he marked me and whispered "mine" sending shivers down my spine. My head tilted and I  moaned to the nibbles at my sweet spot.

I felt excitement seeping out of me. Every hair on my body was on fire and his cold hands skimming up and down my back as he devoured my skin was making me wanna scream even more.

He unhooked my bra and threw it on the floor. I covered myself little flustered as to how fast he did it. He kissed my forehead and gently pulled my arms away.

He was taken aback. His eyes darkened even more. I was sure it had  turned him on. My unconfident look made him say, "You are the most beautiful woman I have laid my eyes on." I couldn't help myself but smile. He kissed me again moving down to my full bossom. He licked and bit me as I threw her head back in pleasure. He gave the same treatment to the other one moving on to kiss me again.

He grabbed me and I  crossed my legs around his waist sinking into the kiss. He firmly held me making his way to the bed . We both collided with the bed but we were busy touching each other in all possible ways with our lips sealed into another kiss. I  pulled him over me and whispered in between the pants "I want you."

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I woke up. Shit. What the hell just happened? Did I just have a nasty dream about Nathan. No no no. I gulped water from the bottle resting at the side table. Oh my gosh, I so hot. It was so hot. I can't believe my mind would do that subconsciously. I knew then, I had fucked up my friendship with him, forever. And I possibly can't face him tomorrow, after college.

Next day: In living room of Mia's condo.

"Where are the others?" Nathan said, looking around in the living room.

"Well, Kylie and Donnie are on ward duties. Riley has gone to her parents and Monica is with her boyfriend," I said plopping down on the couch. He sat beside me smirking. "What?" I said rather harshly, switching on the TV.

"Is everything alright with you today?" He asked concerned.

" Yeah. Everything is fine. Perfect. Why'd you ask?" I was defensive now.

"Okay...." He said weirded out.

"Should we.." he said a little helpless as I was not ready to face him just yet.

What can I say? Yesterday changed everything. After I dreamt about him and me, I can't help but drool all over him. I am so grossed out that I find him hot. Like making me weak hot.

I checked him out for two full minutes today. I could practically hear the sound of our friendship breaking. And I was not ready for that. At all costs.

"I think um.. we don't need to do it. I learnt it." I stated calmly.

He cocked an eyebrow suspiciously.

"From the internet," I completed my sentence.

"Okay, then show me." He said plainly snatching the remote from me and flipping through the channels.

"What?"

"I said show me. Didn't you say you wanna learn some tricks?" He said like it was the most casual thing in the world.

"Um...now?"

He chuckled.

"Or after your date tomorrow...." He paused before continuing,"I have a seminar tomorrow. So it's either today or..... you go with the flow." He said.

"Okay." I said in a shaky small voice.

He placed his hands on my shoulders and said," You don't think I'm taking advantage of you. Do you? Cause... we can stop now. Okay.... That.... Jeremy guy can be your first kiss," he said the last sentence in utter disdain.

" My first kiss was yesterday," I corrected him to which he smiled sheepishly.

Here we go. I leaned in and so did he. It was the most beautiful feeling I've had. He deepened the kiss while I just enjoyed. Butterflies. So many of them. It was like we were made for each other. I tightened my grip around his neck. I could see the prominance of his veins of neck.

We pulled apart, breathless and smiling. It felt so so good."Want me to teach you how to make out?" He said in between his breaths. His eyes were darker than in my dream and the kiss was way better. I nodded since I didn't think I'd cough up some words.

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(A/n: I know it is a short chapter and I'm so sorry. Today was hectic. Anyways .... I'm glad I finally used the scene I wrote in 2019. But converting third person to first person takes a lot of time.)

Also : is the name FATESHIT related to some anime?  I did not know that. I thought it was better than shitty fate or something. It kinda had a slang.