and i feel my heart breaking

my soul's aching

i need you to be here for me

no matter who tries to help

it's not enough

you're my nicotine

the only one who makes me happy

so why, why aren't you here for me?

i miss you, i don't want to die

i just want to see your smile

once again and i

just want to feel alive

your fingers are like poetry

on my very skin

your kiss takes me to places

i had never been

come, be my nicotine.