Chapter 14.

SuA stood like a statue in front of Siyeon's parents' house, she automatically went to Daegu, not reporting to anyone, for the very simple reason, because she missed Lee Siyeon too much.

Living away from Siyeon for 1 month straight, is an unprecedented experience in Kim SuA's life for the past 7 years, and after she experienced this, she felt terrible, she didn't even think about it, put a flight to Daegu immediately after manager Shin announced that the group was allowed to rest for 1 day.

She prayed that Lee Siyeon’s at home…

After 1 bell, 2 bells, someone opened the door, it was Siyeon's mother, Mrs. Lee.

- Hello SuA – Mrs. Lee smiles brightly, she is always the same, even though she is old, her voice is like a child, the voice is very high and lovely, seeing this person again, SuA feels more excited a little.

- Siyeon is at home, right? I want to see Siyeon, please?

- Actually… Siyeon knew you were standing here, through the camera in front of the gate, but Siyeon told me to tell you to go back to Seoul and continue working – Mrs. Lee said with a slightly embarrassed voice.

- You’ll tell her that I'll wait here until I see her

- SuA….

- I won't go that far and go home without my purpose work - said SuA firmly.

- After all, what do you want to talk to Siyeon? Lately she has shown a nonchalant attitude, it seems that she doesn't want to be a singer anymore - Mrs. Lee expressed her gentleness, her voice was very sad.

- I want to talk about many things, both about work and about my relationship with Siyeon, please help me convey the word, I can't call Siyeon.

- Okay - Mrs. Lee nodded and closed the door.

SuA looked up to find the camera in front of the gate, is it….Is Siyeon looking at her?

And when she found the camera in the upper left corner, she looked deeply into it, like she was looking at Siyeon.

She waited, and waited, and waited, and waited, 1 hour passed, 2 hours passed, her legs felt like they were about to collapse…

She has to go back to Seoul tomorrow to continue preparing for the concert, with the fatigue of her legs, she doesn't know if she can dance anymore... And her stomach is still smoldering as usual, she doesn't know this new symptom, does it have anything to do with that cancer?

Once she had cancer, she had to stay active, but she couldn't stay active for the past 1 month since Siyeon left the group, the doctor told her to live for half a year, she was afraid she wouldn't be able to survive theretofore.

There was a sound of the door opening, it was Siyeon, SuA was happy.

- Siyeon...

- Why are you so stubborn? - Siyeon opened her mouth with an annoyed tone.

- If I’m stubborn, you will meet me - SuA did not hesitate, hugged Siyeon, her heart was beating very fast, unable to calm down.

- ………….

- I miss you, I can't wait to die - SuA buried her face in Siyeon's neck, her hand slipped into Siyeon's thin jacket, hugging tightly and didn't want to let go.

- ………… - Siyeon trembled, she really wanted to hug SuA again, but she was afraid that if she softened now, returned to Seoul to work, and fell into that vicious circle again, she would not be able to bear it.

Siyeon thinks that SuA is here, maybe because the company requested it, they want her back in the group.

- Siyeon, why don't you hug me, you don't want to love me anymore? – SuA looked up at Siyeon with puppy dog eyes, she took Siyeon's hand, put it on her waist, and then lowered her face to Siyeon’s chest.

- I'm not coming back - Siyeon's hand is already on SuA's waist, she doesn't let go, stays there, but her voice still can't be soft.

- I'm not here to convince you to come back.

- So what are you doing here, are you free? - Siyeon sarcastically.

- Yes, I'm free - SuA looked up at Siyeon, her eyes were completely loving and affectionate.

- ………… - Siyeon stared blankly at Kim SuA's pouty lips, the will to prepare to fade away.

How many times a day did she miss this face, leaving Kim SuA was the bravest and stupidest thing Siyeon had ever done in nearly ten years. In the past, when she went home to visit her parents on vacations, she never returned more than 3 days, because only 3 days away from SuA, she already remembered SuA that she wanted to die, so she and SuA often met in the dormitory earlier than the members. If they didn't meet at the dorm, the two of them would also go on a trip together.

Siyeon really wanted to bite those inviting lips... But before losing all her courage, she succeeded in dropping a sentence mocking Kim SuA.

- You and your boyfriend are not happy? Why do you keep bothering me?

- I broke up with Junhee a long time ago, even before the day we slept together.

- What is the reason for the breakup? - Siyeon was surprised.

- I never loved Junhee, I dated him for another reason, and broke up with him because I was tired.

- Never fell in love but kissed passionately in the lobby of the building, oh that’s great - Siyeon's voice was like eating sour vinegar.

SuA stiffened her tongue, Siyeon saw that scene….

But why call it passionately, after only a few seconds she pushed him away.

- It's not called passionate kissing, I was forced to kiss by Junhee, I pushed him away right after, but how do you know...

- Junhee called me down to the lobby to witness the scene - Siyeon still couldn't be sweet until now, and at that time she didn't understand how Junhee knew her phone number.

- Turns out he asked for your number to do this - SuA mumbled.

- Now you see his craziness? - Siyeon reprimanded.

- Junhee asked for your number and said he wanted to collaborate on a duet for a movie soundtrack, so I gave it to him – SuA bit her lip apologetically.

Siyeon sighed, snickering at this ironic situation.

- You're a big fool, Kim SuA.

- And you, have you broken up with Jieun? The whole company knows about Jieun's threats and conditions with you.

- What? - Siyeon widened her eyes in shock.

- Yoohyeon was angry so she said it all in the meeting room, and even blurted out that she was secretly in love with Kim JiU.

- ………….. – Siyeon stiffened her tongue because of the new information at the company.

- You're a fool, you're being manipulated like that, why didn't you tell me?

- At that time, you were dating Junhee, what were you going to do when I told you, cursing me and going to beat Jieun?

- It's true that I was angry when I heard that you went to a bar and kissed a stranger like that, but after knowing what Jieun did, I really want to kill that bitch, now Jieun is still hanging around the company without anyone dare to do anything, even the president Lee Jae Won.

- ………….

- Jieun said that she will make everything public after the concert is over, so I don't want you to return to the company, I took a day off and came here because I missed you, that's all.

- ………….

- I hope you won't rush into alcohol and act like that again, I'm sorry for rejecting you that day, actually at that time president Lee Jae Won asked me to act with Junhee to promote the movie, it's a huge amount of money, I made you suffer for the money, I'm really sorry.

- …………

- I am ambitious for money and fame just because I want our lives to be prosperous in the future, my feelings have never changed over the years, I always love you and want to be by your side.

- Then why do you say you won't be with me forever, you say we don't belong together, you forgot? - sparkling tears filled the corners of Siyeon's eyes.

When she heard SuA's emotional words right now, she should have felt happy, but SuA's cruel words that day made her never forget. Her heart felt like it was being torn into a hundred pieces when she heard such gentle words but it's actually murderous

- Singnie, don't cry - SuA was miserable, gently wiping away the tears rolling down Siyeon's cheeks. She really can't talk about her illness with Siyeon, she will push Siyeon into the depths of pain.

- You go back to Seoul - Siyeon turned her face away, avoiding SuA's hand, she waited for an explanation, but she didn't see what SuA said, SuA seemed to want to dodge.

- Can we go somewhere more private to talk? – SuA tried to hold on, still holding Siyeon.

- ………….

- I've been waiting for you for hours, and I'm so tired and hungry, dinner's almost ready anyway, aren't you hungry?

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SuA and Siyeon booked a hotel room, because they were hungry, they ordered dinner in the room.

Siyeon wanted to avoid this at first, but Kim SuA was as tough as a leech, talked a lot, repeated many times, and then casually rubbed her back, even reaching down to touch her butt. SuA wants to entice her…

And she was a fool, crashing her head into Kim SuA's love interest again.

When it comes to Kim SuA, she acts like a fool.

The two talked back and forth about everyday things for the past month, Siyeon was waiting for an explanation from SuA about that topic, but in the end SuA completely avoided the topic, ate and drank, then SuA pull out a pill pack full of pills.

The fact that SuA took so many pills Siyeon already knew, but today she got a closer look, she started to doubt.

- Just taking vitamins, why take 9 pills at once? – Siyeon asked, startling SuA.

- Well… each vitamin is 1 tablet.

- You usually take multivitamins, give me the medicine and the packaging, I want to check - Siyeon asked, holding out her hand.

SuA froze, like dying, about to be exposed.

End chapter 14.