Chapter 4.

Dreamcatcher today had a photo session for the new album, because they were busy having lunch right at the studio, Siyeon tried to approach SuA to talk, because she already knew why SuA was angry yesterday, SuA is misunderstanding her .

And she understood why Lee Jieun asked her to wear a white shirt to the bar…

Lee Siyeon, her smart head didn't work very well yesterday...

- Let's change the phone case, the old case is all torn - Siyeon took the initiative to take SuA's phone and change the phone case for her. SuA didn't react, just ignored it and continued to eat.

- ……………………..

- Can we go for a walk tonight? - Siyeon asked softly.

- No, I want to go to bed early – SuA didn't bother to look at Siyeon once.

- You never go to bed early - Siyeon pouted, SuA has a habit of staying up late, refusing her is definitely because SuA wants to avoid her.

- I go to bed early these days.

Siyeon narrowed her eyes at SuA's lies. SuA slept early and was still sitting in the kitchen last night? SuA really wanted to force her to death.

Those sharp lips are concentrating on eating and Siyeon can't stop herself from looking at it, if it weren't for someone around, she would have pressed SuA to kiss SuA until SuA was tired.

Thinking about what to say next, suddenly Siyeon's phone rang, it was Jieun calling, she was afraid to leave her position to answer the phone.

SuA watched, then sighed in dissatisfaction, since Jieun entered the company, her heart often appeared uncomfortable emotions for no reason...

SuA finds that Jieun and Siyeon get along too quickly and unnecessarily, what is the relationship between them? she is very curious but has to try not to care, because she simply doesn't like it.

What is the kiss that Jieun mentioned? they used to know each other? What are they to each other?

Yesterday, Siyeon's collar had a lipstick stain on it, it must have been another kiss.

Kim SuA has lived all these years, with a confidence that, Lee Siyeon loves her, and is extremely loyal, but now that this confidence kicks back at her, she asks herself, is there is she delusional…. ?

Who has been rejected for love twice, but still falls in love? No way. Lee Siyeon is a determined girl, but everything has its limits, maybe Siyeon has changed her goal to Jieun.

Siyeon once promised to always be with SuA, for the rest of her life, and that was just a promise...

And recently, SuA's mental state is not very stable, since she came home after going to the hospital for throat treatment, she heard an extremely negative diagnosis from the doctor.

Three years ago, she was once hospitalized for treatment of her throat, because that day she talked a lot and shouted too loudly, at that time she knew that her throat had been seriously damaged, and would not be as strong as before. Then gradually everything was fine, until the other day, when she was practicing her lines for the drama, she felt a sore throat again, and she was hospitalized again.

Nasopharyngeal cancer… the death rate is very high, the doctor said, the man's surname is Choi.

Kim SuA is disappointed in herself, she cares and takes care of the member's health every day, especially Siyeon, in her bag, there is always licorice and honey for Siyeon to drink to good for the throat, Siyeon is the main vocal in the group…

And SuA failed to take care of herself…

Her tumor grade, was at 3, almost the highest level, she went home with a big pack of doctor's pills, in a state of extreme bewilderment, she finally managed to live for how long???

"Half a year"

When the doctor gently released those 3 words, SuA's sky was about to collapse, her tumor would spread quickly to her neck, ears, head, and death would come very quickly...

She will have to go to the hospital once a week, and the doctor also said that she will need surgery, the time will be told later.

SuA decided not to tell anyone about this, except for JiU, manager Shin and Junhee.

JiU is the leader, her best friend, she can't help but tell JiU. Manager Shin was present at the hospital, she knew, of course, and Junhee, a character SuA didn't expect, suddenly appeared out of nowhere, came to visit her, and accidentally learned the story. .

Junhee rehearsed the script with SuA, so knowing that she went to the hospital to get treatment for her throat, she asked him to keep it a secret.

And there is one person who absolutely must not know about this, is Lee Siyeon.

Siyeon dragged SuA off the field and asked for a serious love relationship again, SuA because of the agreement with president Lee Jae Won, which again, did not agree with Siyeon.

The President Lee soon knew about the love story between SuA and Siyeon, SuA herself denied it many times, she just wanted to keep this kind of love to herself, because at that time Dreamcatcher was still a small group and needed a lot of effort. There's really nothing serious between her and Siyeon, so when SuA denies it, she's just telling the truth.

When accepting the offer to act in a drama with Park Junhee, president Lee Jae Won deliberately wanted to promote her interaction with Junhee, to promote the film, and the brands sponsoring the film also agreed to that , the reward she earned for herself a lot if she agreed to become an ambiguous couple with Junhee, SuA agreed to it for money, for fame.

The president did not object to her relationship with Siyeon, but only advised to limit everything, because the president wanted her to be paired with Junhee in public view.

She and Junhee went alone together quite a few times, everything just stopped at the level of close friendship, going to coffee, going to dinner, going to see the movies, that's all. Even the photos taken when she and Junhee were at the coffee shop were arranged by the company.

And those hidden agreements, only she and the president know, and lately there's another person, JiU, really, SuA can't hide anything from JiU, because first of all, JiU’s the one observant, and second, SuA needs allies.

The drama was only about a month away from the end, and SuA was sure in her heart that, when everything was over, the money bonus she received was over, she would run to meet Siyeon, responding Siyeon’s kindness immediately. She will accept Siyeon’s love.

She wanted to kiss Siyeon, wanted to hug Siyeon, even more, she had expected so much….

But life is ironic, why did that damn disease come to her at this time???

Kim SuA is too young, how can she die so easily? her life will end so soon, she hasn't enjoyed it yet...

SuA thought a lot, what should she do next, should she come to Siyeon, love Siyeon, enjoy the last days of her life, then close her eyes in happiness? or should she continue to keep this kind of love deep inside, gnawing on the suffering, then gently disappearing from Siyeon's life, everyone's life?

Anyway, in recent days, seeing Siyeon's closeness with Jieun with her own eyes, SuA thought that she should choose option 2.

Park Junhee also advised her to choose that option…

During private dates with Junhee, she honestly shared her feelings about Siyeon to him, admitting that she had fallen in love with Lee Siyeon for a long time.

She once considered Lee Siyeon as her destiny, in this whole life she has not seen anyone who matches her better than Siyeon.

Park Junhee advised her to choose option 2, he said that it is good for Siyeon, after all, SuA is not Siyeon’s last, just someone who has been passing through her life for a few years , and the two had good memories.

Her relationship with Siyeon, no need to progress, just like that, that’s okay.

And after Park Junhee gave her advice, he surprised her with his confession. He wants to date her, to go through the hardtime with her.

And with the spirit fluttering like a kite, SuA agreed.

End of chapter 4.