i swear namjoon + chokers will be the death of me ;-; also support nct u, they're so good and so cute like yass

...so this is the end *ugly sobs*

i hope you enjoy it :')

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*three years later*

things didn't go as planned.

one minute namjoon and jin were cuddling on their couch (yes, their. they had moved in together), the next minute jin was breaking up with namjoon because he had an arranged marriage with some girl that namjoon never heard of in his life.

maybe that's because he rarely watches tv. otherwise he would've known that jin-kim seokjin-was heir to a line of businesses in korea and america.

seokjin was currently in america.

leaving namjoon, leaving his friends, leaving the place he once called home.

namjoon even cared for jin's friends. even the horse faced fucker that has gone to replace him as his new best friend.

namjoon could laugh, but that meant showing emotion and seokjin took his emotions when he left for america.

***

"no hoseok! i don't want to go!"

all namjoon wanted was to go wallow in his sheets with chocolate and lots and lots of ice cream. hoseok, on the other hand wanted him to go to a birthday party. seokjin's birthday party.

"i got over him when he chose you. the only way you can get over him is to see him!" hoseok's logic seemed way off, but that didn't stop him. he ripped the covers off of the younger male. namjoon squealed when he felt cold air around him, hoseok screamed. "did you sleep naked?! my eyes!"

"this is my house now, get over yourself." namjoon mumbled into his pillow, sitting up and placing the cover over his area. "besides, you had yoongi to help you get over him, i had no one."

"you could've had jungkook. he did look up to you a lot." hoseok smiled, remembering the tiny bunny-toothed male that would stare at namjoon with sparkly eyes and parted lips.

"he's 17, hoseok!" namjoon squeaked. hoseok just shrugged. "i'm 24! he's a child!"

"he is where it counts!"

"you pervert!"

hoseok ended up with a face full of pillow.

***

right now, namjoon really wishes that hoseok didn't call jimin to help get him out of bed. it was really surprising to find out the small boy was actually stronger than he looked.

he glared at the boy deciding he didn't like him as much now.

"hey jimin!" namjoon uttered with an innocent smile. the smaller boy turned around happily, truly not understanding what was going on, but his hyung seemed happier now.

"yes hyung?" jimin chirped. the whole car was silent, waiting for namjoon's response.

"...you got no jams." namjoon smirked and sat back like the gangster he was. the whole car erupted into 'ooh's. jimin clutched his heart with a gloomy look on his face.

"that hurt, hyung. right here." he pointed to his chest and taehyung glared at namjoon for hurting jimin.

"you okay, jiminie hyung?" taehyung asked with a worried look on his face, placing his hand on jimin's chest where he had pointed.

"a kiss would make it better." jimin puckered his lips and hoseok groaned as his brother kissed jimin. jimin smiled happily, pulling taehyung into his embrace. yoongi patted hoseok's back in sympathy and placed his hands back onto the steering wheel.

"we're here!" he shouted and everyone, but namjoon, cheered in happiness.

God kill me now. he groaned.

***

namjoon could admit that the venue was nice, but the liquor was nicer. no, he didn't plan on getting drunk and embarrassing himself in front of his ex, he just admired the drinks from afar, trying not to indulge in old habits.

he watched the others dance in the middle of the room, not caring they were probably making fools of themselves. at least, he could safely say that he hadn't seen any glimpse of seokjin yet, but he was always known for being fashionably late.

"it's okay, hyung," jungkook said from his spot beside namjoon. he leaned his head on his shoulder and namjoon tensed up at the contact, but then relaxed because it was just jungkook.

"nice to see you moved on." a familiar voice teased from behind them. namjoon tensed as jungkook lifted his head and turned to see who was behind them.

"no, we're just friends." jungkook said, squinting his eyes up at the man who decided to ruin their moment. it was then that namjoon decided to turn around. his eyes met seokjin's and honestly, he felt like crying. "you must be seokjin?"

especially when he noticed a hand on his waist. his eyes landed on seokjin's fiancée.

"yes i am. well, meet my fiancée, taeyeon. taeyeon meet namjoon and..." seokjin trailed off, staring at jungkook, who wrapped a protective arm around namjoon's waist. they all exchanged tight smiles and awkward head nods.

"jungkook." namjoon said, staring off into space, trying to avoid looking at his ex, who was looking good as ever and then there was namjoon who was in a suit a size to small for him, messy hair and bags under his eyes the size of a small pillow, reminding him of where he actually wanted to be.

home.

but it's not home without jin.

namjoon quickly excused himself and walked out the nearest exit. he breathed in the fresh air that was not that was not that tension filled place.

"namjoon!" he heard someone call after him. it was seokjin and he felt like crying again. a hand touched his shoulder and he tensed up. "why'd you leave?"

"uh because i can? i can come and go as i please, just like you can." namjoon stated casually, but there was an underlying tone of bitterness in his voice. seokjin removed his hand from his shoulder opening his mouth to talk, but namjoon beat him to it. "you know the day you left, i was planning on proposing to you."

namjoon felt his throat tighten. his hand clenched into a fist as he turned around to face seokjin with tear filled eyes. seokjin's face was unreadable. "i guess it doesn't matter now because you're already getting married and i pawned the ring."

namjoon walked away, letting out a shaky breath and seokjin looked after him, not finding the courage to run after him. as he bowed his head in shame, he noticed something glittering in the grass, he bent down to inspect it, picking it up. it was a ring and inside it was written to my dearest seokjin, love always namjoon.

he smiled tearfully, sliding the ring onto his finger.

"i do."

end

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the ending was so drama-like, i feel like cringing, but at least this was a long chapter

dON't kill me bc there will be a spin off and maybe a sequel??

but, i would like to thank everyone who had ever voted and commented on this story! i read every comment and they honestly make my day ❤

on the other hand i have another story coming out called 'tough cookie' and it's a yoongi ambw

here's a sneak peek:

the main character's name is cookie, hence the story name :-) these are just some conversations from the story! i hope you'll check it out when i post it.

thanks for all your support!

-jadah ❤