Maddys PoV

It's been 2 months since I've been in here, today's my 18th but that's not important, I'm also 7months pregnant today.

My bump is quite big, the kicking has been even bad, mostly at night the baby keeps me awake. It is going to be just like when the baby is here.

It was early in the morning when I started to get a pain in my stomach, it felt nothing like the baby kicking. Their was more off them and the pain, well that seemed a lot worse than a baby's kick. I groan in pain and I must admit it was alittle too loud.

"Fuck" groan as another pain comes. What the fuck was this pain. I couldn't be going into labour could i? I'm only 7 months, but you hear of babies coming early all the time don't you.

I get off my bed and walk out off my cell, another excruciating pain strikes and I let out a groan

"Maddy what's going on" I hear Franky say from the doorway of her cell and then Doreens voice speaks "Maddy are you okay?" She asks me and I groan once more as the pain comes again.

I just wanted to scream 'do I look like I'm fucking okay' but I stopped myself from doing so. "It's not the baby kicking and it's to early for me to be going into labour" I cry and Franky comes over to where I was standing I groan as another pain shoots through my stomach

"Maddy breath for me" Doreen tells me and I breath "I think you might be going into labour" she tells me and I cry out as another excruciating pain strikes "I can't be its to early" I cry out. Soon enough the whole unit were up and I couldn't help by apologies for waking them all.

I gripped Frankys hand tight on each pain.  Bea figures out that I'm going it to labour but my waters hadn't broke. "Alright Maddy we need you to breath nice and slowly for us" Bea tells me and I nod and breath slowly in through my nose out through my mouth.

This pain was the worst I've ever felt "we need medical help" Liz tells the girls "we can't help Maddy give birth on our own" she then mentions, I guess she's right they can't help me give birth. I squeezed Frankys left hand really tight as the pain strikes again, Doreen told me their contractions.

"I don't fancy a broken hand here mads" Franky joke but I wasn't in the mood for jokes, like would you when your in labour but your waters haven't broken, no I didn't think so. I couldn't just lay about I stood up clutching my stomach "what are you doing?" Maxien asks me when I was fully stood.

"Standing, it's too uncomfortable" I groan in pain, "fuck this, i just want the baby to come already" I cry, I had enough of this already. "You need to stay calm, keep your breathing steady" Bea tells me and obviously I do so

The pains got even more unbearable making me unable to stand any longer. It was still the early hours off the morning when we all hear a voice at the main gates. They all look over to see who I was where as I groan in pain.

I don't have a clue what was asked but I hear Liz tell whoever was their that I had gone into labour but my my waters hadn't broken, all I could really think about was the baby, that I was going on be a mum soon and the baby was coming on the same day as my birthday.

"I'll go and call the nurse" I hear but I just can't be asked to think who was saying it, I don't remember meeting whoever the nurce is "the nurse is Lee Radcliffe" Franky Whispers to me softly. Why did this baby have to come today, why not tomorrow or next month or even in two months time when its ment to.

"Your doing great Maddy" Franky in corages me. I see miss Bennett come into the unit "miss Radcliffe said she will be here in a maximum of half an hour,, she told me to get Maddy to the medical room" miss Bennett tells the girls as if I'm not their.

"Don't leave me Franky" I beg my sister not to make me do this without her, I was working myself up and my breathing was all over the place. "I'll be waiting right here when you comeback with the little princess or the little prince" Franky tells me holding my hand which I was squeezing

"What if I bring her down? Can I do that?" Franky asks miss Bennett "only the peer support worker would be allowed to do that" miss Bennett tells my sister and Doreen looks at me "want me to come with you?" She asks me and I nod slowly squeezing Frankys hand again.  "I'll be waiting to see the little one" she smiles kissing my forehead.

Both Doreen and Franky help me up but i double over as soon as a contractions takes over my body making me cry out "make me a even prouder big sister" Franky smiles to me once more.

I grabbed Doreens hand and she let me as herself and miss Bennett took me to the medical room. I wasn't ready for this. "Can I stay? I've had my own baby I could help Maddy with her breathing" Doreen suggests and miss Bennett looks unsure. I could see in her eyes that she was thinking. Her eyes also said that it would be against the rules but I didn't care about the rule

" letting you stay would be against the rules" miss Bennett tells Doreen and I groan uncomfortablely "fuck the rules, Maddy is only 18" Doreen mentions to miss Bennett before tuning to me "happy birthday by the way Maddy" she smiles as I squeezed her hand tight

"Sorry" I mumble letting go and she smiles to me "you've nothing to be sorry for" she tells me with a little laugh.

Before we knew it the time had flew by and it was 9:30 in the morning, Doreen won't leave me and I still hadn't given birth. I was so tired not only off the pain but I was tired of waiting, I just wanted my baby to be here already.

"Dor, go you haven't eaten and it looks like I'll be here for ages" I groans in pain. "I don't care, Franky can't be with you so I will, I'm not letting you go through this alone" Doreen tells me while letting me squeeze her hand whenever I get a contraction.

Their was a knock at the door to the medical room and I glance over and see my sister "I've just came to see how things are going" she smiled when nurce Radcliffe opens the door

"Still no baby" I sigh "the baby will
Be here in no time mads, just stay strong" Franky smiles coming over to me and holding my other hand. "I don't care what the governor or Miss Bennett say, im here to help my sister get through the birth" Franky announces I smile while squeezing both Franky and Doreens hands.

It must have been another four hours into the day when my waters had finally broken and I was almost ready to push "okay Maddy on your next contraction I need you to push" nurse Radcliffe tells me. I didn't think I could do it, I'm too tired "you can do this Maddy" both Doreen and my sister Franky tell me.

"Breath like me" Doreen tells me and I do well up untill I get a contraction I scream out in pain as I begin to push "your doing really well" nurse Radcliffe reassures me as I push again.

Gosh giving birth is hard work, I think to myself. Five minutes later nurse Radcliffe told me one last push and my baby would be here so I put all my efforts into the push and then the room was filled with crying "congratulations it's a little girl" nurse Radcliffe tells me and I frown, the pains still were here.

My little girl was all cleaned up and placed down while nurse Radcliffe came over to me "it looks like your having twins" she tells me and I sigh, I'm too tired, I couldn't go on "you can do this Maddy, one beautiful baby girl and then this little one will be just as beautiful" Franky smiles kissing my forhead.

Before I knew it I was pushing again, it didn't take as long to deliver the second baby but it was here "it's a boy" nurse Radcliffe tells me and I look up to my sister "a little girl and boy" i smile with tears in my eyes.

Both my baby's were cleaned up and brought over to me "do you know what your going to name them?" Doreen asks me and i think back to when I told everyone the names I liked "well I thought Mackenzie Paisley-Lou Doyle for the girl" I start looking down to my left arm where my daughter was.

"And for the boy maybe Brooklyn Dean Doyle" I say looking to the right "lovely names for gorgeous baby's" Doreen smiles "I'll go and tell the girls the baby's are here, and I'll sort your cell out if you like" she asks me and I nod. "Would auntie Franky like to hold her niece or nephew?" I ask my big sister and she gently takes Brooklyn "hello mr, I'm your aunt, the only other family member that's going to be important in your life" Franky says to my son.

What she was saying was true, me, Mackenzie and Franky were the only important family Brooklyn has and it's the same for Mackenzie the only important family for her is me, Brooklyn and Franky.

Soon enough miss Bennett was here. Me and Franky had to go back to our unit. I let Franky hold it be twins while I got up from the bed "Maddy I may need to do tests on the twins to make sure all is well and the same with you, so could you come back tomorrow with them?" Nurse Radcliffe asks me and I nod.

I carry the twins back to the unit in the towels and get welcomed back and the twins get welcomed to the unit "Maddy their adorable" I hear boomers say and I smile "thank you" I say with a yawn "so what have you named them" Mackenzie Paisley-Lou Doyle and Brooklyn Dean Doyle" I announced.

Doreen comes out off her cell with baby clothes "I got my partner to bring some clothes in for you, their are girl things here but theirs mostly boys" Doreen tells me and I smile "thank you" I say with tears in my eyes, I was so emotional.

Doreen soon opens the door to my cell with what's shut and told me to come over so I do. I walk into the cell and see a cot with two teddies in "we got this sorted before you came back, the teddies for the twins" Doreen tells me and I smile again.

"Thank you" I repeat. I stick soon comes from the twins and i realised I don't know how to change them "want me to show you how to change them?" Doreen asks me and I nod "yes please" I ask. She gently take Brooklyn from my arm and places him down on the bed.

I watch as she explains and shows me how to change a baby before I do the same with Mackenzie. "That's it" she smiles at me.  "We have some time before tea why don't you try and have a kip, you've done a lot today" Doreen tells me and I nod

"But first could you call Franky here please" I ask her and nods "If anything happens to me I want Franky to look after the twins, but if anything happens to both me and Franky then Doreen if you would, i would like you to look after them" I ask both off them.

They agree making me smile. "We will take the twins our here to meet everyone probably" Franky tells me and I nod. Mackenzie was wearing a pink babygrow and a little cardigan and Brooklyn was wearing a blue babygrow with a little jumper type top and I couldn't help but smile.

I sat on my bed before laying down and closing my eyes. From now on the twins are my priority and nothing will change that. Even when I get out off here when their 12 I'm not going to let anyone hurt them.

I was soon awake again because of a stupid nightmare but I got up and saw everyone and my twins "well done Maddy" Bea smiles over to me "Mackenzie looks like you" she tells me but I don't see it. "Thanks Bea" I smile.

It was time for the count before tea so I took the twins and stood in my doorway to the cell and my luck Mackenzie starts to cry "what's up baby" I ask rocking the twins "mummy's here no need to cry" I say softly waiting for the count to be done

'Why are you crying' I think to myself as I rock my children. Doreen leaves her cell door and comes to mine, "I'll hold Brooklyn for you, she might be hungry" Doreen tells me taking Brooklyn from my arm as Mr Jackson arrives for the count.

Doreen takes Brooklyn to her cell and mr Jackson does the count before we were am could go to tea. Doreen takes me into my cell and explains how to breast feeds So I could feed the twins.

After feeding both twins I went to tea with Doreen and my twins.