i love you. i love you and since my fingers glided against yours i fell in love. i fell and i am sorry i did.

i know i am simply--worthless. when tomorrow rises, i will leave

for your own sake, your own heart. i do not deserve you. i never have. youre a sunkissed day with a drizzle of rain and your heart is gold that lays in your chest. you are pure

i am a blistering winter storm with no sense of direction or clarity. my heart is non-existent. i am tarnished

i love you. i love you. i am sorry for being a parasitic, non-charismatic monster that cannot even bare to help. i am sorry i am a stupid boy.

if i vanished, maybe you could finally smile.