Anger issues
[PIC OF RYUNOSHIN ABOVE]
I was on my way to Haru's. 2 hours to go before it gets dark, i better hurry. I soon arrived at his shop. It wasn't as congested as it was before; most people were going home.
"Haru? You there?"
Haru: "May! You came!" he hugged me as a normal greet.
"Obviously!"
?: "Haru! Where should i put these?"
"!"
Haru: "Oh you just-"
"SHE'S SO CUTE! Who's she?!"
Haru: "Oh hahaha! This is Sae! She's my little sister!"
"Hi Sae!" i crouched down and beamed at her.
Sae: "..er-h-hi..." she hid behind Haru.
Haru: "She's shy."
"I like your flowers." I said pointing at her hair.
Sae: "Really?"
"Yeah! How did you do it?"
Sae: "Mum did it." She smiled.
"Really?! I'm so jealous!"
Sae: *Giggles*
Haru: "You're really good with kids."
"I know."
Sae: "Do you want to see my hair band? That's got flowers too!"
"Of course!"
She held my finger and dragged me into the shop.
[1 HOUR LATER]
Sae: "And this one goes here!"
"Oh i see!"
Haru: *Sigh* "May, you've been playing with Sae for ages. You're gonna spoil her!"
"Nonsense!"
Haru: "And it's going to get dark soon."
"Oh...i think i should go then." I haven't visited Ryu yet.
Haru: "Ok..."
"What's wrong?"
Haru: "It's just that...i haven't seen you for 10 years...i just wanted to spend time with you." He blushed.
"Oh, why didn't you say so?! I'll hang out with you before i go."
Haru: "Thanks! I'm just going to put this away-i'll be back!"
"Okay!"
Sae: *Sniff*
"Sae! What's wrong?!"
Sae: "You're going?"
"I'll come tomorrow!"
Sae: "Promise?"
"I promise!"
Sae: "Hehe! Ok then!"
Haru: "A little help here!" he said as he tried stopping a vase from falling.
"Coming!"
I pushed up the vase back up on the shelf. Haru's hand accidentally touched mine. I thought nothing of it; he's like my brother.
But apparently it bothered Haru.
Haru: "Oh-um s-sorry!" he blushed furiously.
"It's ok."
?: "Ew your hair looks so slimy!"
Sae: "N-no it doesn't!"
?: "Yeah it does!"
Sae: *Sob*
"Hold up-"
Haru: "Oh that's Ryu's little brother. Ryunoshin."
"What's he doing?!"
Ryunoshin: "Your pigtails are dumb too!" he said as he yanked her pigtails.
That's taking it too far.
"HEY!"
Ryunoshin: "!"
"What are you doing?!" i shouted at him.
Ryunoshin: "Ermm..."
"How would you like it if i pulled your disgusting mop that's your excuse of hair?"
Ryunoshin: "!" he looked like he was going to cry.
Haru: "May, that's a little harsh."
"So?" i snapped.
Ryunoshin: "RYUUUU!"
Within 5 seconds Ryuzo came running to him.
Ryu: "What's wrong?"
Ryunoshin: "She's bullying me!" he pointed at me.
"WHAT?! YOU LITTLE WORTHLESS STUPID WASTE-OF-SPACE-"
Ryunoshin: "See?!"
"He was bullying her, and pulled her hair too! You think you're so TOUGH-"
Ryu: "You shouldn't do that Ryunoshin."
"Wait...that's it?"
Haru: "May sometimes boys be mean to girls if they like them."
"What kind of logic is that?!"
Haru: "Remember Ichy?"
"Yeah?"
Haru: "He's mean to you because he likes you."
"...is that the best story you can come up with to make me feel better?"
Sae: "He likes me?!"
Ryunoshin: "?!"
"See? Now you've given her false hope! And Ryu, where's your dad?"
Ryu: "In the grocery shop..."
"Ok then." I marched over to his shop to find no one there. "There's no one here!"
Ryu: "He must be on his break. And leave it, Sae needs to toughen up."
~[FLASHBACK]~
Boy: "You're so ugly! Why were you even born?"
*Sniff* "Daddy!"
Dad: "Hm? What's wrong?"
The boy had run off to his dad too.
"He's bullying me." I pointed at him.
Dad: "Ok i'll talk to his dad."
"..."
Dad: "Excuse me. Your son had been picking on my daughter."
His dad: "Hm? But he told me that he called her ugly. Is that all you said?"
Boy: *Nodded*
Dad: "Is that all he said?"
"Yeah..."
Dad: "I'm sorry, i thought that it was something more."
"?!"
His dad: "It's ok, these things happen. You usually come here?"
Dad: "Yeah, every Saturday."
They soon started chatting and the boy smirked at me.
"But daddy...it's not the first time-"
Dad: "I'm talking Claire, you need to toughen up."
That really hurt me. I know it's not much but i was only a kid. And that boy always picked on me and encouraged other to do the same to me.
After that, i slowly stopped speaking to dad.
*Me and my dad are mere strangers now. Who live in the same house.
~[END OF FLASHBACK]~
"NO, you need to teach him some respect!"
Ryu: "He's just a kid-"
"SO IS SAE!"
Ryu: "!"
Haru ran towards us.
Haru: "May, i think you've gotten too close to Sae...haha..."
"This isn't about Sae anymore. If your brat of a brother picks on her, he picks on other people too." My anger kept growing.
Haru: "You don't know that for sure-"
"Stay out of this Haru." I stopped him. "It may be just a little thing to you, but you've never gotten picked on. Sometimes things like these affect a child's mentality as well!" At this point i was really frustrated.
More flashbacks repeated in my head. Since i moved away from Japan i got bullied a lot in primary. *When i got to secondary, the situations were still stuck in my brain. They still are. No matter how much i try to move on, i just can't. I feel like i'm abnormal or if i've got a disorder because of this. I know this isn't normal. I'm scared if these things will still be stuck in my brain when i'm in college or university.
Haru: "May..."
"What?"
Haru: "...I'll explain to him."
"When did you suddenly-"I raised my hand to my cheek as i felt something hot. I soon realised they were tears.
"!" My make-up isn't waterproof!
I punched Ryuzo and muttered "Prick." before i ran.
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