Chapter 3
Days bled into weeks, a smear of muted color and regulated time. The fluorescent lights of the asylum hummed a constant, flat note, bleaching the world of contrast. Within its sterile confines, Takemichi Hanagaki was a splinter of chaos, a boy screaming a history that had no home in the record books. He was labeled, filed, medicated: Paranoid Schizophrenic with Grandiose and Persecutory Delusions. The other patients were landscapes of their own private weather—some muttered to unseen phantoms, some sat in catatonic silence, some raged against the walls. And then there was Takemichi, whose eyes held a clarity that was itself the most disturbing symptom of all.
His doctor was Akane Inui.
In this world, the fire that should have claimed her life had only grazed her, leaving behind a latticework of shiny, taut scars that climbed both her forearms like pale vines. She wore them without shame, sleeves often rolled up in the ward's warmth. She was calm, with a steadiness that felt like an anchor in the chaotic sea of the institution. She had become a psychiatrist to understand the mind's hidden burns, the ones you couldn't see. And in Takemichi, she saw a peculiar case. He wasn't hostile. He was desperate. He was, in the baffling parlance of her notes, "quite a well-behaved patient. Polite. And, in a heartbreaking way, cute."
She sat with him in the soft-light therapy room, notebooks open. "Tell me about Mikey again," she'd say, her voice a gentle probe.
And he would ignite. The words would tumble out—a torrent of names and battles, of loyalty that defied death, of a future he shouldered alone. He spoke of Draken's sacrifice with a grief so raw it choked him. He described Baji's final smile, the chaos of Bloody Halloween, the solemn vow of the Black Dragons. His story was internally consistent, epic in its tragedy, detailed down to the feel of gravel under his knees and the specific shade of Mikey's empty eyes.
It was almost real. That was the cruelest part. The narrative had the weight and weave of truth. It felt real. To Akane, it was the masterpiece of a broken mind, a sickness constructing an entire universe to escape a profound trauma her tests could not identify. A wild, magnificent, terrible imagination. She saw a lonely boy crafting himself as the hero in a story where he mattered, where his tears could change fate.
So she treated him. She prescribed the pills—small, colored things meant to sand down the sharp edges of his delusions, to blur the vivid movie in his head. "This will help you, Takemichi," she'd say, her eyes soft with a pity that was a different kind of prison. He would take them, would feel the world go muffled and thick, the faces of his friends becoming distant ghosts in a fog. But the conviction in his heart, the knowing, never fully dissolved. It lingered, a stubborn root. To no avail, it didn't help. It only made him more desperate, a caged animal feeling its very soul being diluted.
The escape attempt was born of that clawing, undiluted desperation.
He had watched a janitor's routine for weeks. A propped-open service door on the second floor, leading to a narrow maintenance balcony. The drop was onto a patch of sodden grass behind the refuse bins. It was a gamble with his body, but his mind couldn't survive another day of being told it was lying.
He moved in a silent rush during a shift change. The cool night air hit his face like a physical slap of freedom. Without a second thought, he hauled himself over the railing and pushed off.
The fall was a moment of terrifying weightlessness, followed by a brutal, crunching impact that drove the air from his lungs. A white-hot lance of pain shot through his ankle, his ribs screamed in protest, and his entire body blossomed into a single, throbbing ache. He lay gasping in the mud, the taste of dirt and blood in his mouth, but his heart was screaming forward. He dragged himself up, his body a constellation of fresh agony, and stumbled into the tree line.
Freedom lasted for three hours. They found him shivering behind a convenience store, trying to orient himself by stars that looked wrong in a sky that felt alien.
Back in the seclusion room, under brighter, harsher lights, he was a portrait of shattered defiance. Mud streaked his pale gown. His ankle was swollen, his lip split. But his eyes, burning with unshed tears, were the clearest they had ever been.
Akane came in, her steps quiet. She didn't speak at first, just looked at him. The pity in her gaze was now immense, a deep ocean threatening to drown him. It wasn't scornful; it was sorrowful. She saw a beautiful bird repeatedly smashing itself against the bars of an invisible cage.
She knelt before his chair, bringing herself to his level. Her voice, when it came, was terribly soft, the final nail in the coffin of his reality.
"Stop, Takemichi."
He flinched as if struck.
"They don't exist," she continued, each word a gentle, meticulous demolition. "Mikey. Draken. Toman. The battles, the time-leaping... it's a story. A very detailed, very brave story. But it's not real. Your mind made it to protect you from something. You have to let it go now. For your own sake."
The dam broke. A raw, wounded sound tore from his throat, a sob that was also a denial. Tears cut clean tracks through the grime on his face.
"No..." he whispered, his voice cracking.
Then it surged up, a final, defiant cry from the very core of his being, a truth he would cling to even if it meant splintering entirely. He met her compassionate, disbelieving eyes, and he wept his creed:
"THEY DO EXIST!"
The words hung in the sterile air, a declaration of war against the quiet, pitying logic of the entire world. In that moment, he wasn't a patient in a gown. He was Takemichi Hanagaki, a captain without an army, a hero in a world that had deleted his epic, screaming his truth into a void that echoed back only one verdict:
"Sigh" She left him there crying
The scene then unfolds in the quiet, warm clutter of Akane Inui's apartment, a world away from the sterile halls of the hospital. The scent of ginger and soy sauce from dinner still lingers. Seishu Inui—Koko to everyone else—sits at her small table, idly spinning a high-end pen on the wood, a nervous habit. He's still in his black dragon uniform.
Akane pours him green tea, her movements precise. The lamplight catches the smooth, shiny scars on her forearms as she reaches across the table.
"How's work?" Koko asks, avoiding her eyes, already defensive.
"It's meaningful," she says, settling across from him. She lets the silence sit for a moment before continuing. "There's a boy. A patient. He breaks my heart a little."
Koko grunts, a non-committal sound. Gang life has taught him to wall off pity.
"He's about the age you were when... well. When things got bad." Her gaze flicks to her own arms, then back to his face. "He's polite. Terrified. And utterly convinced of a reality that doesn't exist. He talks about gangs. About saving people."
Koko's pen stops spinning. A slight tension enters his shoulders.
"He goes on and on about this one gang in particular," Akane continues, her voice softening into a clinical yet sorrowful tone. "'Toman,' he calls it. He names names. A leader named Mikey. His right hand, Draken. A fiery boy named Baji. A good tailor, Mitsuya." She sips her tea, watching him. "He cries for them. He says he was their hero. That he traveled through time to save them."
"He's sick, Seishu," Akane says, emphasizing his real name, pulling him back to this room, to his sister. "It's a detailed, compelling sickness. He's built a whole world because this one must be too painful for him. He needs help to let it go."
She leans forward then, her clinical demeanor shifting into something older, sharper—the big sister who pulled him from the ashes.
"Which is why I need to ask you... when are you going to let your fantasy go?"
Koko's head jerks up. "What?"
"The Black Dragons. The Ninth Generation. Taiju Shiba." She says the gang leader's name like a foul taste. "You and Koko—your friend, I mean the other one, Shiba—playing gangster. When does it end? It's not a story, Seishu. It's real, and it's dangerous, and it leaves marks." Her eyes are hard on his. "That boy in my ward, he's living a delusion to escape pain. What's your excuse? You're a grown man, still clinging to a life that almost killed your sister."
"It's not like that," he mumbles, the formidable Black Dragons treasurer reduced to a scolded boy under her gaze. "It's business. It's complicated."
"It's a dead end," she counters, her voice firm but not unkind. "I treat broken minds all day. I see where certain paths lead. His path is in his head. Yours is on the streets, but it leads to the same ruin. I want you out. I want you safe. Not rich, not powerful. Safe."
Koko looks down at his hands, the hands that count dirty money for a tyrant. He thinks of the frantic, tear-streaked face of the patient his sister described, screaming about heroes and lost friends. He feels a bizarre, chilling symmetry. Who is more lost? The boy howling a beautiful lie in a white room, or him, living an ugly truth he can't escape?
"I'll think about it," he says, the weakest of promises.
Akane sighs, the sound full of a love that is also a burden. She doesn't push further. She just gathers the cups, her scars gleaming in the low light—a permanent testament to a fire he couldn't stop, in a world that feels, suddenly, much less solid than it did an hour ago. The ghost of a boy who believes in Toman now sits silently between them at the table.
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