jimin

my heart broke

every single time

you told me you loved me

because i knew

i couldn't give you me

not like that

not the way you wanted

i could only offer my body

not my heart

because with you

it was real

i felt something

and it terrified me

so the happier you got

the colder i became

the closer you tried to get

the less time i spent with you

i hated myself for it

and i know it's fucked up

i never felt guilty

for cheating on yoongi

but hurting you

made me hurt too