I've been trying
All this time to tell you
What I couldn't tell to myself
And now when I've just ruined it
I wish I could turn the time back
I can't say I do love you
Because I've said it to someone else
Someone just pierced me with a spear
Because I pierced your heart and
It hurts to know I hurt you
It hurts to know I wanted you
It hurts to know you can't be there
Where someone else is by my side
And there's more than a million things
Which hurts somewhat in same way
But loosing you now makes me feel

I'm the sinner and maybe you the soul there