AN: chapter extremely sexually detailed.
Do not read if it makes you uncomfortable

Meher stood near the window which face Hooriya's beautiful garden. Although the sky was dark and the beautiful flowers couldn't be appreciated in the moonlight, the moon itself looked beautiful.

Peaking in through the window, shining brightly it had almost lit dimly the entire room.

"Why are you looking so radiant today ?" Meher looked at the moon and asked, it had been her only companion after her life had changed. Talking to the moon had become one of her habits, he was the only one who listened to her patiently.

"Are you spying on someone that you have come so close to the earth ? I've told you it's wrong to look into others private affair, but you won't ever listen." She shook her head disapprovingly.

"How did my life change so much so quickly ? I had a family, my own blood who never felt like my own after baba's death and then there are these people I had no ties to till a few days before who have showered me with more love than I have ever received, well all except my husband." She sighed.

"But someday maybe, I'll crack his hard 'I'm an angry young man' exterior, do you think I will, will he ever be -." Meher shut up her rant as she heard the bedroom door open. She turned around to face the same person standing who she had been complaining about to her celestial friend.

"Aap ?" She said, it was the first time she had seen him at night. (You ?)

"Hey baby!" He squealed, walking towards her, his feet staggering a little.

"Arham." Meher gulped visibly. 'Was he drunk ?' She thought.

"Come here my love." He said stretching his arms, motioning her to come to him.

"Arham are you okay ?" She asked concerned about his strange behaviour.

"I'm sorry okay, I swear I didn't want to, but the pain, it was too much." He said pulling Meher by her arm into his chest. "I couldn't take it any more." He burying his face in her neck. His drunken acidic breath made Meher cringe.

"You smell different." He said sniffing her. "But I like it."

Meher heart race at the close proximity and the physical touch. She knew she would have to give herself to him if he wanted to have her, after all he was her husband but the thought of it too made her scared. She was so inexperienced, she had no one to tell her what she had to do, she had never discussed it with her mother or khala.

One second her thoughts were running a hundred miles per hour and the next everything froze. Arham had grazed her earlobe with her teeth teasingly, tracing the helix of her ear with his tongue.

Meher squeezed her eyes shut and just tried to breathe.

"Oh my sweet, I just wanna hold you so close and never let you go, I love you so much." He whispered, kissing her forehead.

Meher eyes opened at his words. 'He loves me ?' She thought. 'Was that the reason he married me ? He knew me from before ?' Her heart thudded at their proximity and the possibility.

Arham was drunk out of his wit, all he wanted to do was make crazy love to his wife, his love.

He kissed her forehead and then the tip of her nose and brought his lips down to her lips. They were soft and warm just like he remembered them to be, he grazed her bottom lip with his teeth and flicked his tongue across it, sucking on them slowly.

He held her by her waist and pulled her towards himself as he continued to ravish her.

Meher was taken by surprise as she felt his moist lips on her, devouring her, like a starved man. He kept sucking on her lips as she tried to distance herself from him. He bit on her bottom lip a little harder making her wince, giving him the opportunity to dive his tongue into her mouth.

Meher could feel the bitter taste of alcohol, she wanted to push him away, he had committed sin and now he was making her a part of it too.

"Arham please." Meher managed to say between the battle of the tongues.

"Please, I need you." He said pulling himself away from her. "I need you." He repeated placing his forehead over hers.

Meher closed her eyes at his tone which begged her and gulped visibly.

"Arham I -." Meher was in a flash pushed against the wall and his lips again on hers, passionately working on hers. His hands traveled down her waist and cupped her ass squeezing them as he detached his lips from hers and placed them on her neck and left a trail of wet kisses.

"Arham please can you-." Meher wanted to protest but stoped, she closed her eyes and concentrated and controlled herself from letting out a moan.

"Oh, I need you." He said nipping the skin of her collar bone as his hands ran up and down her body. "I need you so much." He said rubbing his lower body against hers. She could feel his hard shaft, rubbing against her belly.

"I love you so much." He said as he gently placed his lips on hers giving her a warm, gentle kiss.
His hand travelled behind to the zipped of her kurta and he pulled it down slowly as he kissed her. He held the side of her kurta and pulled it up, leaving her exposed for his eyes to devour.

"You are so beautiful." He said kissing her neck and down to her shoulder. "And you are all mine and I'm all yours, just yours."

Arham pulled his t shirt off in a swift motion and was against her again in a second.

"Arham please can we not -."

"No, I want you, I need you can't you see." He said taking her hand which was placed on his chest helping her maintain some distance between their bodies, taking her hand he placed it on his pants where she felt his hard shaft against her palm.

"I want you, I love you hoor, I really need you." He whispered.

Meher felt her breathing hitch, she wriggled her hand which was in his pressed against him, the movement of her hand made him moan loudly, making her stop.

The next second Meher was picked up and thrown on the bed, and in the blink of an eye she was left in just her bra and underwear.

"Arham, you are drunk, let's not-."

"Shh." He said placing his finger on her lip. "I just want you moaning my name, not another word." He slurred. "I love you so much, you make me so happy." He said and got on top of her, maintaining his body weight on his palm making sure to not crush her under his weight.

"Look at you, so perfect, so flawless." He said and dived his tongue into the valley of her bosom, licking her straight up to her chin.

All of this was new for Meher, she had no idea how this, this thing was suppose to be, sure she had some knowledge how things worked between a man and a woman but in reality she had no knowledge at all.

She looked at him lifting her head a little he was busy kissing her just below her collar bone dangerous close to her breast, she could see the love radiating through his eyes.

He did love her, she could feel it in his words and his actions. Was she ready ? She did not know.

"I love you so much ." Arham repeated as he pulled down on the cups of her bra, her breast freeing from the bondage with a jiggle.
"You are so beautiful." He said looking up at her who was red with embarrassment. "So beautiful."

Her tender white breast were enveloped by his hands which started kneading them skilfully, a moan escaping her lips.

"Oh god just don't stop plea- oh please." She moaned.

He continued to knead one pinching her blush pink nippled between his fingers making her yelp in surprise at the pleasurable feeling. He placed her mouth on the other and sucked on them, grazing them with his teeth making her squirmed under him in pleasure.

"Oh you are so sweet my love. I love you." He said taking his mouth off her earning a moan of protest from her. He pulled down her underwear in a swift motion leaving her completely naked, while he was still clad in his jogger's, his hard on visible even through the thick material.

He placed his lips on her clit, making her squeal, she immediately placed her palm on her mouth to stop the noise.

Arham used his tongue to flick the tip of her clit, charging all the nerves at once making her let out a loud moan.

He kept the torture of his tongue on her clit on till she was writhing in please.

"Arham please, please just do something." He moaned, not knowing what she wanted but she wanted it.

Arham sucked on her clit and kept tracing her opening up and down with her tongue. His tongue moving dangerously close to her vaginal opening, he placed his tongue near her opening and in one stroke pushed his tongue inside.

"Oh God" she screamed.

Arham kept moving his tongue in a piston motion, and Meher didn't know but her body was moving involuntarily with his thrusts.

"Stop stop please." She screamed as she came closer to her climax unaware of the building pressure in her lower belly. "I'm feeling .. oh please just, I'm oh.. Arham ahh." She screamed as she had her first orgasm.

She felt her eyes roll at the back of her skull and she felt her body float.

When she opened her eyes, they met with Arham's head peaking up from between her legs.

Cheeks were bright red from the wonderful first orgasm and from the embarrassment she felt on moaning his name so loudly.

He slithered next to her and gave her a peck on her lips, wrapping his arms around her naked frame.

"Sleep my love. Some other day." He said snuggling into her neck.