I'll never be the same

I need your love
To light up my
Soul of darkness

I'll never be the same
As I was before

Every passing day
I can feel the darkness
Taking over my body

It's lethal,
I can feel it

I still get weaker everyday
By every passing moment,
It's there.

I can feel it
Making its way slowly
And painfully to my heart

It's your love
That keeps me awake
For the last of my days

And when my turn comes,
I feel my eyes roll over
Behind my eyelids

I can hear the commotion
And my breathe,
Is taken away.

I can still hear
Your wretched sobs
As you bury me in the ground

And every time
You make your way to my grave
I can hear them footsteps.

Your footsteps.

You'll never be the same
You say

But really,
I will never be the same
As I accept defeat

When you walk away
On your wedding day
Telling me that you still love me.

But I lost.
And I'll never be the same.
Even if I'm dead.

I'll never be the same
Even if I'm not breathing.

I'll never be the same
Because this
Is who we are.

I'm just the contender
You are the queen
I loved you
You loved me

But I lost
To that guy
Who you swore you hated

Back in
Seventh grade

I'm just the contender
And you are everything

I'll never be the same
As I was before

I'll never be
Who I was before

I'll never be the same.