let them call me stupid
'cause i always come back to you
i know, you know, and everybody knows
how you're bad for me
too toxic and manipulative

but none of them would ever understand
the mind of an addict
i breathe in your presence
and i feel like a god
underneath your feet

i never felt this way
with anybody else in this life
i get high off of you
trust me when i say it

i don't even care if you cheated
and hate me, you want me to die
you don't even care if i'm fucking
my life up for you, all you do is lie

though i know all of this
i can't seem to stop wanting
to come back to you
it's always you

my hands are shakin
and my heart keeps breakin
i can't stop cryin
'til you hold me
i need to hear the lies
and the sorry's

it's hard when the only one
who can fix you
is the same person
who fucked you up
so bad you can't breathe
and you no longer want to live

i'm just an addict
who needs her fix
suffering through withdrawals
each second of every single day
i'm trying to change
but i'm still here writing about you
wishing you'd see this and care
but i know i can't be with you

i can't use the drug
to cure my addiction