Continuing on my thing from the last part, This is going to be a rant.

So, basically I'm "too Fat". Wtf does that mean? Just cuz I'm like a Gummy Bear Consistency means I'm "Too Fat"? Well let me tell you somethin' Honey I put on weight and look better then any of those fuckers could. I don't give a damn if I'm 'Fat'!

And I guess my doctor is worried about my "Weight Situation"! Is this fancy wording trying to make me want to loose weight?! CUZ IT ISNT! IF IM FUCKING HERE, AT THIS WEIGHT, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK ID SUDDENLY CHANGE MY FUCKING MIND?! I DONT GIVE ANY FUCKS! ITS MY LIFE AND IF I RUIN IT WOOPDIE FUCKING DOO FOR ME!! SOME PEOPLE YOU CANT CHANGE! CHANGE IS AN EXCUSE FOR CONTROLLING SOMEBODY FOR YOUR FUCKING BIDDING!!!

AND To make my rant continue, my parents act as if I'm a fucking Wailord in a 5x5 ft room, Or a 5 year old in her final term of pregnancy -.-

Like OMFG IF I WANTED YOUR HELP WOULDN'T I ASK FOR IT?! AND I DIDNT SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT IT.

I DONT CARE WHAT I LOOK LIKE ITS ABOUT HOW I FUCKING FEEL AND ACT AROUND PEOPLE AND BE TRUTHFUL ABOUT IT UNLIKE THESE FUCKING PEOPLE WHO TRY AND SEDUCE ME INTO THINKING WHAT I AM IS BAD AND HOW I LIVE IS BAD.

HOW ABOUT YOU WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN DAMN LIFE AND ILL WORRY ABOUT MINE. YOU FOUND YOUR WAY IN MY LIFE, SO YOU CAN STEP THE FUCK BACK OUT YOU ASSHOLE.

AND THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT CAN WORRY ABOUT ME ARE MY FAMILY. AND NOT MY BLOOD FAMILY. THE FAMILY I FOUND ON MY OWN--THE FAMILY I FOUND BECAUSE THE FAMILY I THOUGHT I HAD TURNED OUT TO BE STRANGERS TO ME.

IF YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME, HOW CAN I TRUST YOU?! HOW?!

I MEAN, THE LAST TIME I DID THAT I WAS TORMENTED!!! I WONT LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN!!!

THAT'S why I'm a loner! Why I don't talk to many people in real life. I don't give a FUCK if You're skinny, pretty, popular, famous or Amazing to other people, YOU COULD BE FUCKING GARBAGE TO ME!

And the only thing that matters to me is my relationship with my true family. Id walk to the ends of the world and back for them, my girlfriend to the stars--further than the Milky way and back.

So, My point in this rant is,

I don't give a damn what you think about me. Hate me, like me, Doesn't matter. All I care about is my True family. So if you aren't one of them, or one of my internet people (you, yes you are one of my people), you can walk the fuck out of my life the way you found it, and find the door to your life. I don't know How the fuck you picked the lock, but I'll be sure the tie it up with chains next time.

I PROMISE.