(A/N: 4K!! 🎉🎉🎉 THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME. ❤️ Also, did anyone watch scrubs? I liked it. Happy reading!😊)

Yoongi's POV

*Beep _/'- Beep _/'- Beep* (that's the best I could do 😂 sorry.)

That's all I hear every day. But I don't mind because that's the only signal that shows Jay is still alive. He pulled through the surgery but is now in a coma. And it's all my fault.

I let a tear slip and tighten my grip on Jay's lifeless hand. If I hadn't told him to go to Namjoon and make up, they wouldn't have gone to the warehouse. He wouldn't have been shot. My eyes follow the tubes that flow in and out of his body. The IV line that feeds him nutrients, the breathing tube that acts as his lungs, the blood transfusion lines that assist his heart. It's all too much and I'm the one that did this to him.

*knock knock*

I turn to see Namjoon in the doorway holding flowers. He smiles at me and I smile back weakly. No one talks as he places the flowers in the vase and pulls up a chair to the other side of his body.

"Jay, I-" his tears start to well up too as he sees the discoloration of his skin. "You probably won't hear this but... I want to thank you. For saving Jin when I couldn't. Thank you so much. You have no idea what it means to me." He glances at me for a couple seconds before continuing. "Well, you might have some idea." He brushes his thumb against the palm of Jay's hand and I shift a little, obviously uncomfortable with the touch. He notices and smirks. "I'm sorry, are you... Jealous?"

I scoff. "Jealous? No. Never." I smirk and see that his hand is still on Jay's. "But you don't need to hold his hand that long." He lifts up his arms in defeat.

"If you say so." He looks back at Jay and smiles. "And Jay, I want you to know that I forgive you." He pats his hand again but this time I've had enough.

"Ok thank you Namjoon, you can leave now." I swat away his hand and he chuckles, standing up to leave us alone again.

"Before I leave, I wanted to ask you something."

"Shoot."

"When was the last time you slept?" I laugh in response.

"You don't have to worry about me. I sleep fine."

"It doesn't look like it." I frown at him. "Have you... Gone home yet?"

I shake my head. "No, I wanna be here when he wakes up. Right by his side." I smile at Jay as if he will smile back. Namjoon starts walking back to the chair he left and sits down again. "What are you doing?"

"You need to sleep so go home and sleep. I will be here in case he wakes up."

"No! Namjoon I said I was fine." He sighs but doesn't budge.

"You are obviously not. And this way you can look your best when Jimin comes to visit." My heart skips a beat at his name.

"Why w-would that matter? If it was Jimin that came to visit?"

He chuckles before answering. "I know about the whole fake relationship thing but I didn't say anything because I didn't care. And I also know how Jay feels." He looks down at Jay's resting face. "I consider Jay a friend so if you could please not break his heart?"

How the fuck am I supposed to do that? Other than date him, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to keep him happy, or keep our friendship alive. "I wasn't planning on it." I get up, thinking that he's right. I need to look good for Jimin. "I'm going then." He waves at me. "Don't leave him alone until I come back!" I walk backwards out of the door, seeing his hand grab Jay's. "And no touching!"

He laughs and let's him go. "Ok! Fine!" I walk out of his room and head towards the parking lot. Finally. Some sleep.

***

Jimin's POV

It had been a couple weeks since Jay got admitted to the hospital and Yoongi has been holding up like a champ. Every day and every night, he is by his side. I've been avoiding to go to the hospital, being the coward that I am, because I feel like I don't deserve to be there. I barely knew the guy but he was one of Yoongi's closest friends.

However, enough was enough. I should go visit him. It was the right thing to do. I ask the receptionist at the front desk where Jay was and she gave me his room number.

1704

(A/N: btw does anyone know the relevance of this number???)

Before I walk in, I hear some mumbling. "Jay please. Come back. For me at least. I miss you. So much." I walk in on Yoongi holding Jay's hand, crying. He looks up at me and quickly wipes his tears away as if I wouldn't notice. I rest my hand on his back and rub slowly, hopefully he'll get the idea that I'm here for him.

"Shh shh shh. It's ok." He gives in and sobs in front of me. Jay's injury has really hit him hard. "I'm here." And I mean it. Yoongi is going through this phase and I think I've started to come out of mine. One of us needs to stay strong right?

My eyes wander to the littered mess of tissues and empty bottles. "Yoongi do you sleep here?" I meant it as a joke but he tensed up as if I caught him. "Wait really?" He nods, picking up another tissue and blowing his nose.

"I don't really live here, they won't let me..." He mumbles out the last part but I clearly heard him. "I just happen to spend a lot of time here to make sure they're taking good care of Jay."

I want to step out and leave. This scene becoming too intimate, as if they were a couple. And to think I came in here, fully ready to accept Yoongi's heart. I don't even notice I am actually backing away until I back into Hoseok.

Holy fuck Hoseok. "Oh um hi." This couldn't be more awkward. I've been avoiding them this entire time just to accidentally bump into them the one time I come out of my house. "How's Tae?"

"He's good."

I stand there awkwardly and look down at my shoes while I start to rock on the heels of my feet. "So school's going to start soon... You'll be a senior this year... Right?" He nods. "Tae and I will be juniors." He nods again.

"Have you... Thought about contacting..." He pauses and I give him a confused look.

"Contacting who?"

"Jungkook?" I laugh in his face, even though what he said wasn't funny at all.

"Are you serious?" I look at him and his expression is uncertain.

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't want to speak out of turn but I thought since Jungkook was coming back soon-"

"Wait what the fuck?" Jungkook's coming back soon?

Now he's confused. "D-did you not know?"

"No. No I didn't. I thought he was dead."

Oh Jimin. Jimin Jimin Jimin. All this suffering for no reason.

AND he was about to be with Yoongi.

Oh well. 😂😂😂

Poor Yoongi. He just wants Jay back and he's starting to show his jealousyyyyy.

It was cute that Hoseok came for Yoongi when he needed him. ❤️

Have a nice day lovelies. ❤️❤️❤️