My parnets abused me a lot i never understood why they want me always sad an silent. It became more and more every day. I just hope for a day to come so that i understand what exactly their problem was. One day some money was stolen from dada draw. Now its always me who used get the blame but it was so lucky that i was not blamed and no one spoke to me. I helped my mom like i used to always . Where she never spoke a word with me. I also never had a courage to talk to her as she picks up an aurgument an starts beating me. I finished my home work and started studying. Suddenly one of the windows opened. Suddenly my eyes went in d same direction i saw a guy giving water to his plants in tge balcony. In a fraction of a second i got a slap across my face. I could not figure out. Mom please i dint even kno anything. Please mom i pleaded her she was burning with anger and pushed very hard an i hit the wall with aloud thud. I got a big swell on my forehead.  She took a wooden scale to beat me up on my legs till they were sore an numb. I could not concentrate on my study or books. When ever she or my father beats me my thoughts drift apart an i was in a new world of thought, when will this hav an end.             I was not allowed to meet any one or speak to anyone. I hav to stay home or read. I became so silent. I can feel that. I hav no one to talk i hav no one to share. I feel lonely an alone.   I used to cycle to my school now i acnnot do that. I hav to walk they took away that too. I just made few frinds at my 11th standard. We had few classes together. Shawn was good at maths so i asked him help with my doubts. Thats the time when an incharge called my parents an complained i was with a boy. I was very happy that i shall get good marks. I could understand the concept very well. That happiness was not lasting long. I just arrived home my mother bombarded me with where was i an what i was doing on strerts with boys. I was in a shock where my mom started with her course of beating well after that my dad. My dirty elder brother gave me a smirk. I got setteld after a long time. I am so depressed. I did not do anything wrong. I tried to explain my father but it resulted in more of a beating. They never believed me. I couldnot sleep properly. I was always afraid what will happen next. I thought many times they would kill me one day. I never dis obeyad them. I just hope for a caring and loving family which i never had. I slept that night an was laughing smiling having roses in my hands an i was very very happy. I woke up suddenly with one bucket of water. My brother he is such a brat. I went into the bathroom thinking about the dream just i had. My mom suddenly came to me and asked me did u kno about the money that was lost? What money i enquired that ur brother took. I dont kno mom i answered her. She flinched her jaw an slapped me. I kno sha would do that. She is always doing that so i got used ro unexpected beatings an scoldings. I had school so i left.