Every one was so happy match making me to an unknown person. I was so silent and serious, they did not care me , but Brains mother came to me asking am i intrested or not for this. I am so confused aunty i have my studies ahead in my life at a very young age i dont have any idea how to handle house, relationships and education, balancing might be very difficult for me as a tear rolled over my cheek.

She smiled kindly and just cancelled the engagement. Internally am so happy. I know what will happen when i go back to house. But this is my life i need to be strong.

We were back home after two days aunt called and rejected me as daughter in law, my parents ranged with anger over me. Mother cought my neck i nearly choched to death. I was beaten several times, i was hardly given food to eat. I starved to hell. I curled up into a ball with hunger.

I was always alone no school, no friends, no one to talk. My brother was really happy with my dissapointment. He is the real worst person i knew on earth. They got me an admission in a 6 year course, i refused to go.

They forced me to go so i have also requesred the collage management for transfer.

After cumming home they fought with me for doing these all. I was beaten badly. They locked me for an year at home. I begged them for engineering admission.

Finally finally got an admisson so i was very happy.

I was only one who was happy no one was happy other than me. I was so excited my semister would start at in september.

Hesitantly my dad took me for shopping for my bag books etc. I gkt every yhing in low budger, he was very happy to keep myself very low.

I was very happy inside but i cannot express as they would become more angry on me which one enough. I know my marks were low as they dont accept the reason were them alone. They distracted me from studies with their abusive nature. I never said a word back. Most of the time i never having food made me anemic too, they never cared as i started becomming fat. I was having acidity with that.

Sometime i could not sleep in the night just thinking about my very own husband would support me in every aspect in life. I just had a hope. But i dont want to marry at a young age too. I need to be physically strong.

Hope i get a loved person who loves me to the stars. He would take care of me like never ever would. I just want to melt in him in love of dissolving. I am expecting too much but i have hope one day i will be happy. I slept with this happy thought everyday since i was eight years.