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-Fifty Two-

"You gave me hope
that I could build a family again."

"You already are."

****

The drive to the hospital was quiet.

Not because there was nothing to say — but because both of them already knew what this could mean.

The low-lying placenta diagnosis wasn't new anymore. They'd been living with it for two weeks now. Two weeks of being careful. Two weeks of Bobby hovering and Kenna trying to pretend she wasn't constantly aware of every sensation in her body.

Two weeks of hoping the doctor was right and the placenta would move.

Now there was bleeding.

And that changed everything.

Kenna sat in the passenger seat with one hand pressed against her stomach, her thumb rubbing small circles through the fabric of Bobby's shirt she'd thrown on earlier. The city outside the window moved like a blur, but she barely registered it.

Her mind kept replaying the same thought.

Bleeding.

Bobby kept glancing over at her while he drove, his grip tight on the steering wheel.

"How much was it?" he asked again quietly.

"Not a lot," she answered, voice small. "Just... enough to see."

He nodded, though the tension in his shoulders didn't ease.

They both knew what the doctor had told them two weeks ago.

If you see bleeding, you come straight in.

The hospital came into view sooner than Kenna expected. Bobby pulled into the drop-off lane and stopped the car before the engine had even fully settled.

He was out of the driver's seat immediately.

"I can walk," Kenna said when he opened her door.

"I know."

But he still stayed close, one hand lightly at her elbow as they headed inside.

The automatic doors slid open and the familiar hospital smell hit her immediately — antiseptic, cleaning chemicals, something faintly metallic underneath it all.

Kenna's steps slowed.

She'd hoped she wouldn't have to come back here so soon.

Two weeks ago they'd sat in an ultrasound room while the doctor explained placenta previa. Explained that the placenta was sitting too low, partially covering the cervix.

Explained the risks.

Explained the rules.

Pelvic rest.

No heavy lifting.

Immediate hospital visits for bleeding.

Kenna had told herself she could handle it.

Now she wasn't so sure.

Bobby guided her toward the check-in desk, explaining quickly.

"She's seventeen weeks pregnant. Diagnosed placenta previa two weeks ago. She's having bleeding."

The nurse's expression shifted instantly.

"Alright. Let's get her seen."

A wheelchair appeared beside them and this time Kenna didn't protest when they asked her to sit.

Her hands rested protectively over her stomach as the nurse began pushing her down the hallway toward triage.

Bobby walked beside her the entire way.

The hospital corridors felt louder than she remembered — wheels rolling across tile, distant monitors beeping, voices echoing from nearby rooms.

Kenna stared down at her hands.

Two weeks ago this had all felt manageable.

Scary, yes.

But manageable.

Now the bleeding had changed the feeling completely.

Her chest tightened.

"This is the part they warned us about," she whispered.

Bobby looked down immediately.

"Kenna—"

"It's fragile," she said, her voice shaking slightly. "The whole thing is fragile."

Her fingers curled tighter against her stomach.

"Two weeks ago I thought we just had to be careful and everything would be fine."

She swallowed hard.

"But this... this is the thing they said might happen."

Bobby crouched down beside the wheelchair as the nurse paused outside the triage room.

He took her hands gently in his.

"Bleeding with placenta previa doesn't always mean something is wrong," he said softly.

"But it can."

"Yes," he admitted.

Her eyes filled.

"That's what scares me."

He brushed a tear away with his thumb.

"But we're here now," he said. "Exactly where the doctor told us to come if this happened."

The nurse opened the door beside them.

"Let's get you checked out."

Bobby stood again, his hand never leaving Kenna's as they wheeled her into the room.

Her grip tightened around his fingers.

Because for the first time since the diagnosis two weeks ago...

the word fragile didn't feel theoretical anymore.

It felt real.

****

The exam room felt smaller than Kenna remembered.

Too bright. Too quiet. Every sound seemed amplified — the soft rustle of paper as the nurse adjusted the sheet on the bed, the faint hum of equipment, the steady rhythm of Bobby's breathing beside her.

Kenna lay back against the pillows, fingers tightly wrapped around Bobby's hand.

The bleeding had stopped for now.

That was the only thing keeping her from completely falling apart.

But the fear hadn't left.

The OB entered the room a moment later, calm and composed in the way doctors often were when they knew their patients were hanging onto every word.

"Alright," she said gently, pulling the ultrasound machine closer to the bed. "Let's take a look and see what's going on."

Kenna nodded, though her throat had gone dry.

Bobby didn't let go of her hand.

The doctor applied the gel and picked up the transducer.

"Try to relax," she said softly.

Kenna almost laughed at that.

Relaxing felt impossible.

The probe pressed gently against her abdomen and the screen flickered to life beside them.

Static shapes filled the monitor — shifting shadows and grey patterns as the doctor adjusted the angle.

Everyone leaned slightly toward the screen.

Waiting.

The doctor moved the wand slowly across Kenna's stomach, her eyes focused on the monitor.

The room stayed quiet.

Too quiet.

Kenna's heart began to beat harder.

"Do you see anything?" she asked softly.

The doctor didn't answer right away.

She shifted the probe again, adjusting the angle slightly.

Still nothing.

Kenna felt Bobby's hand tighten around hers.

Another pass.

More grey shapes.

Still no sound.

Kenna's breathing started to speed up.

"Is something wrong?" she whispered.

The doctor's voice remained calm.

"Sometimes the baby is just in a tricky position."

She moved the probe again, pressing a little higher this time.

The machine crackled faintly.

Then silence again.

Kenna's chest tightened.

Bobby leaned forward slightly, his voice quieter now.

"Doctor?"

"Just give me a second."

She adjusted the wand again, scanning more carefully.

The seconds stretched.

Ten.

Fifteen.

Twenty.

Kenna's grip on Bobby's hand was almost painful now.

Her mind was already racing ahead to places she didn't want to go.

"This is the fragile part," she whispered.

Bobby shook his head immediately.

"Hey."

But even his voice carried tension now.

The doctor moved the probe one more time, angling it lower.

The screen shifted.

Then—

A flicker.

The machine suddenly burst to life with a rapid rhythmic sound.

Thump-thump-thump-thump-thump.

The heartbeat filled the room.

Strong.

Fast.

Unmistakable.

Kenna gasped.

Bobby's shoulders dropped as if someone had released a weight he'd been carrying on his back.

"There it is," the doctor said calmly.

Kenna's eyes flooded instantly.

"Oh thank God."

Bobby closed his eyes briefly, pressing his forehead against Kenna's temple.

"Strong heartbeat," the doctor continued. "Baby looks good."

Kenna laughed weakly through tears.

"I hate that machine."

The doctor smiled slightly as she continued scanning.

"The placenta is still low," she added, pointing to the screen. "But the bleeding you experienced looks like a small separation along the edge. That can happen with placenta previa."

Kenna wiped her cheeks.

"So... the baby's okay?"

"Yes," the doctor confirmed. "The baby is fine."

Bobby exhaled slowly, his hand sliding gently over Kenna's stomach.

Neither of them spoke for a moment.

They just listened. To that tiny, racing heartbeat filling the quiet room.
Proof that despite everything, their baby was still there.

****

The steady rhythm of the baby's heartbeat slowly faded as the OB turned the volume down on the machine.

But the sound lingered in Kenna's ears.

For a few moments neither she nor Bobby spoke. They were still riding the wave of relief that had washed over them the moment the heartbeat filled the room.

Alive.

Strong.

Still there.

The doctor wiped away the remaining gel from Kenna's stomach with a soft towel and set the ultrasound wand aside.

"Alright," she said gently, pulling the stool closer to the bed.

Kenna shifted slightly, propping herself up on her elbows while Bobby remained beside her, his hand still loosely wrapped around hers like he wasn't ready to let go yet.

"The good news," the OB continued, "is that your baby looks healthy. The heartbeat is strong, and everything is measuring right where we expect for seventeen weeks."

Kenna let out another shaky breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.

"But," the doctor added, her tone becoming more careful, "your placenta is still very low."

Kenna nodded faintly.

"We knew that part."

"Yes," the doctor said. "And with placenta previa, bleeding episodes can happen. What we saw today looks like a small separation along the edge of the placenta, which likely caused the bleeding you noticed."

Bobby's thumb brushed lightly over Kenna's knuckles.

"Is the baby in danger?" he asked quietly.

"Right now, no," the doctor replied. "But this is exactly why we're being cautious."

Kenna swallowed.

"So what happens now?"

The doctor folded her hands calmly.

"Now we take it easy."

Kenna gave a weak laugh.

"I feel like that's been the instruction for two weeks."

"And now it's even more important," the OB said gently.

She glanced between the two of them before continuing.

"I want you resting as much as possible. No lifting. No strenuous activity. Continue pelvic rest."

Kenna made a face.

Bobby squeezed her hand slightly.

The doctor continued.

"I also want you focusing on nutrition and hydration. Eat regularly, even if it's small meals throughout the day. Drink plenty of water. Your body is working harder right now, and the healthier you keep yourself, the better the environment for the baby."

Kenna nodded slowly.

"I can do that."

"Good," the doctor said. "And if you experience any more bleeding, heavier cramping, dizziness, or pain that doesn't ease, you come straight back in. Don't wait."

Bobby nodded immediately.

"We won't."

The doctor offered them both a reassuring smile.

"The baby looks strong today. That's what matters most."

Kenna's eyes drifted down to her stomach again, her hand moving there instinctively.

It still amazed her that something so small could cause this much fear... and this much love.

Bobby's hand slid gently over hers.

"We'll follow the rules," he said quietly.

The doctor stood, gathering the chart.

"Good. Take care of yourselves."

Once she stepped out of the room, the quiet returned.

Kenna leaned back against the pillows, exhaustion finally catching up with her.

"Well," she muttered softly.

Bobby glanced at her.

"Well what?"

She sighed.

"I guess I'm officially on strict orders to behave."

He raised an eyebrow.

"That may be the biggest challenge of this entire pregnancy."

She gave him a tired smirk.

"Excuse you."

But even as she joked, her fingers tightened slightly over her stomach.

Because now she understood something very clearly.

Taking it easy wasn't just a suggestion anymore.

It was how she protected the tiny heartbeat they had just heard.

****

The hospital room had quieted down again.

The ultrasound machine had been wheeled out, the paperwork finished, and Kenna was sitting upright on the bed with a bottle of water the nurse had insisted she drink before leaving. Bobby stood near the door speaking briefly with the nurse about discharge instructions, his voice low but attentive.

Kenna watched him for a moment.

The tension in his shoulders was still there, even though the crisis had passed.

Her heart squeezed.

She knew that look.

He almost lost something today.

She reached for her phone on the bedside table and unlocked it.

Ellie's name was already at the top of her messages.

Kenna typed slowly, her fingers still slightly shaky from the adrenaline.

Kenna:
We're okay.

The message sent.

Three dots appeared almost immediately.

Ellie:
Define okay.

Kenna smiled faintly.

She continued typing.

Kenna:
Baby's heartbeat is strong.

Another pause.

Then:

Ellie:
Okay good start.

Kenna leaned back against the pillows and glanced at Bobby again while she kept typing.

Kenna:
The bleeding was from the placenta again.
Doctor says it happens sometimes with placenta previa.

Ellie's reply came quickly.

Ellie:
Did they say the baby's safe?

Kenna felt her chest loosen slightly as she typed the next words.

Kenna:
Yes. Baby is completely fine.

She could almost picture Ellie exhaling.

Another message came through.

Ellie:
Good. Because I was about five minutes away from driving to the hospital and dragging my brother out of whatever burning building he was standing in.

Kenna let out a quiet laugh.

Kenna:
He's here now.

Ellie:
I figured.
He probably broke traffic laws getting there.

Kenna glanced up just in time to see Bobby finishing with the nurse and walking back toward her.

She typed one more message before locking the phone.

Kenna:
Thank you for coming the other day when I called.
I didn't say it properly then.

Ellie didn't even hesitate.

Ellie:
You don't have to thank me for showing up.

Kenna's throat tightened a little at that.

Another message followed.

Ellie:
You're family.
That baby is family.
You call me anytime.

Kenna stared at the screen for a second before replying.

Kenna:
❤️

She set the phone down just as Bobby reached the side of the bed again.

He noticed the faint smile on her face.

"What's that look for?" he asked.

She reached for his hand. "I was texting Ellie," she said as he nodded.
"Letting her know we're okay."

His thumb brushed lightly over the back of her hand. "Good."

Kenna squeezed his fingers gently. Because today had been terrifying. But they weren't alone in it. Not even close.

****

The ride home from the hospital was quieter than the ride there.

The urgency had faded, replaced with a slow exhaustion that settled into both of them like heavy blankets. Bobby drove more slowly this time, one hand resting on the steering wheel while the other occasionally reached across the center console to squeeze Kenna's hand.

She didn't say much.

She just watched the city pass outside the window, still feeling the echo of that moment in the ultrasound room when the machine had finally found the heartbeat.

When they reached the apartment, Bobby helped her out of the car even though she insisted she could manage.

"I can walk."

"I know."

But his hand stayed lightly at her back anyway.

Inside, the apartment looked exactly as they'd left it — boxes still stacked along the wall, tiny baby clothes folded across the coffee table, the firetruck onesie sitting right on top like it was proudly on display.

Kenna spotted it immediately.

"Oh no."

Bobby followed her gaze.

"You bought that."

"It was a moment of weakness."

He closed the door behind them and nudged the onesie with one finger.

"You bought two of them."

"Brand consistency," she muttered.

He laughed quietly and guided her toward the couch.

"Sit."

"I'm not an invalid."

"You were in the hospital two hours ago."

"...fine."

She lowered herself carefully onto the couch while Bobby disappeared into the kitchen. A moment later he returned with two glasses of water and set one in front of her.

Kenna took a sip, leaning back into the cushions.

For a moment they just sat there.

Then her eyes drifted toward the little pile of baby clothes again.

"You know," she said slowly, "we probably shouldn't keep calling them 'the baby.'"

Bobby looked over at her.

"You want to talk names."

"I'm just saying," she shrugged, "if we're buying clothes and arguing with them and negotiating with my uterus..."

"That happened once."

"...they deserve a name."

He leaned back in the chair across from her, folding his arms thoughtfully.

"You already picked Grace."

Kenna smiled softly.

"That's if it's a girl."

He nodded.

"Grace Nash."

She watched his face when he said it.

He said it carefully.

Reverently.

"Okay," she said gently. "What if it's a boy?"

Bobby hesitated.

Not because he hadn't thought about it.

But because the name he'd been turning over in his mind carried weight.

He leaned forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees.

"There's one name I've thought about."

Kenna tilted her head.

"Yeah?"

He looked down at his hands for a moment before meeting her eyes again.

"Daniel."

She considered it.

"Daniel Nash."

He nodded slowly.

"It means 'God is my judge.'"

Kenna's expression softened.

"That's a strong name."

"It is."

She studied him for another moment before smiling faintly.

"You know what's funny?"

"What."

"We're sitting here discussing baby names like we know what we're doing."

He huffed a quiet laugh.

"We absolutely do not."

"Not even slightly."

"But we're trying."

She reached for his hand again.

"That's what matters."

Bobby squeezed her fingers gently.

"And if the baby ends up with neither of those names?"

Kenna shrugged.

"Then we'll panic in the hospital delivery room like every other parent."

He smiled.

"That seems likely."

She leaned back into the couch, one hand drifting instinctively to her stomach again.

"Grace or Daniel," she murmured softly.

Bobby followed the movement of her hand.

Then he leaned forward and placed his own hand carefully over hers.

"Either way," he said quietly, "they're already loved."

And for the first time all day, the apartment felt calm again.

Not fragile.

Just full of possibility.

****

The apartment was still wrapped in darkness when Bobby woke.

For a moment he didn't move. He lay there on his side, watching the slow rise and fall of Kenna's breathing beside him. She was curled slightly toward him, one hand resting over her stomach even in sleep, the way she seemed to do instinctively now.

The soft light from the streetlamp outside slipped through the curtains, just enough to illuminate the faint crease between her brows.

Even asleep, she looked tired.

Yesterday had taken something out of both of them.

Bobby reached out carefully, brushing a loose strand of hair away from her face. She stirred faintly but didn't wake.

"Rest," he whispered quietly.

He slipped out of bed slowly, making sure the mattress didn't shift too much beneath her. Years of firehouse sleep had taught him how to move silently when he needed to.

He dressed in the dim light — jeans, a plain shirt, the same quiet clothes he usually wore before shifts. He grabbed his keys from the dresser but paused for a moment, looking back at her again.

Kenna hadn't looked that scared in a long time.

Not since the day they'd been trapped under that collapsed warehouse.

That memory alone tightened something deep in his chest.

He quietly stepped out of the apartment.

The early morning air was cool and still as he drove across the quiet streets of Los Angeles. Traffic hadn't picked up yet, the city still half asleep.

He knew exactly where he was going.

The small church sat on a quiet corner just a few blocks from the firehouse.

Bobby had come here many times over the years. Sometimes after hard calls. Sometimes after losing people he couldn't save.

Sometimes when the weight of everything felt too heavy to carry alone.

This time was different.

He stepped inside quietly, the heavy wooden doors closing behind him with a soft echo.

The church was empty.

Rows of pews stretched toward the front of the sanctuary, lit only by the faint glow of early sunlight slipping through the stained glass windows.

Bobby walked slowly down the aisle and sat in the third row.

For a moment he just sat there.

Hands clasped loosely together.

Head bowed.

He didn't always know what to say when he prayed.

But today the words came easily.

"God," he murmured quietly.

His voice echoed faintly in the empty church.

"I know I don't come here only when things are good."

He let out a soft breath.

"And I know I've asked you for a lot over the years."

His fingers tightened together slightly.

"I've asked you to watch over my crew. I've asked you to help me save people I couldn't reach. I've asked you for strength when I didn't think I had any left."

He paused.

The silence around him felt heavy but calm.

"But today..." he said softly, "I'm asking you for something else."

His eyes closed.

"Please let this baby make it."

The words were simple.

But the weight behind them filled the quiet church.

"I know life isn't guaranteed," he continued. "I know I can't control everything that happens."

His voice dropped lower.

"But Kenna deserves this chance."

He thought of her on the hospital bed.

Her hand gripping his.

Her voice whispering how fragile everything felt.

"She's already so strong," he said quietly. "But she's scared."

His hand slowly moved across his chest as he spoke.

"I've already lost a family once," he admitted softly. "And I know I don't get to bargain with you."

The memories of Brooke and Robert Jr. flickered painfully through his mind.

The fire.

The smoke.

The unbearable silence afterward.

"But if there's any grace left for me in this life," he whispered, "please let this child live."

The words hung in the still air.

He sat there for a long moment afterward, breathing slowly.

Then he added one last quiet prayer.

"And if things get harder... help me protect them both."

When Bobby finally stood, the sunlight had grown stronger through the stained glass windows.

He walked toward the exit slowly, shoulders a little straighter than when he'd arrived.

He didn't know what the future would bring.

But he knew one thing.

He would face it with faith.

And with everything he had left to give.

****

The apartment was quiet when Bobby got home.

Morning light had begun to creep through the curtains, painting soft gold across the living room floor. The city outside was starting to wake — distant traffic, a car door closing somewhere down the street — but inside the apartment everything was still.

He closed the door gently behind him, careful not to make too much noise.

For a moment he just stood there.

The couch was empty now, the tiny baby clothes still folded neatly where they had left them the night before. The firetruck onesie was still draped across the coffee table like it had been placed there deliberately.

He smiled faintly.

Then he walked down the hallway toward the bedroom.

The door was half open.

Kenna was still asleep.

She'd rolled onto her back sometime during the night, the blanket twisted loosely around her legs. Her hand still rested protectively over her stomach, the way it seemed to do almost without her noticing now.

Bobby leaned against the doorframe for a second, watching her.

Seeing her like this always did something to him.

She looked peaceful now.

Yesterday she had been terrified.

He crossed the room quietly and sat down on the edge of the bed. The mattress shifted slightly beneath his weight, but she didn't wake right away.

His hand moved gently to her arm, brushing softly along her skin.

"Kenna," he murmured.

Her brow creased faintly.

"Mmm..."

"Hey."

Her eyes opened slowly.

For a moment she looked confused, still halfway between sleep and waking.

Then she saw him.

"You're home," she whispered.

"I'm home."

She pushed herself up slightly against the pillows, blinking sleep from her eyes.

"You were gone."

"Not long."

She studied his face for a second.

"You went somewhere."

It wasn't a question.

He nodded once.

"Church."

Her expression softened immediately.

She reached for his hand without hesitation.

Bobby held it gently, his thumb brushing across her knuckles the way he always did when something serious sat on his mind.

"What did you pray for?" she asked quietly.

He looked down at their hands for a moment before answering.

"For the baby."

Kenna's throat tightened.

"And for you."

Her eyes glistened slightly.

He lifted his gaze back to her.

"I asked God to make sure this baby makes it," he admitted.

She swallowed.

"That's what I've been asking too."

He nodded.

Silence settled between them for a moment — not uncomfortable, just heavy with everything they'd been carrying the last few days.

Then Bobby shifted closer on the bed.

He reached up and cupped her face gently in his hand.

"I need you to hear something," he said quietly.

Kenna watched him carefully.

"I love you," he continued.

Her lips curved faintly.

"I know."

He shook his head slightly.

"No."

His voice softened.

"I love you more than I thought was possible."

That made her eyes widen slightly.

"You walked into my life when I thought everything I had left to give was already gone," he said.

His thumb brushed across her cheek.

"And somehow you gave me a future again."

Kenna's eyes filled with tears.

"You didn't just give me another chance at love," he continued softly.

"You gave me hope that I could build a family again."

Her voice trembled when she spoke.

"You already are."

Bobby leaned forward, pressing his forehead gently against hers.

"I know things feel fragile right now," he said.

"But I'm not afraid of loving you."

She closed her eyes.

"And I'm not afraid of loving this baby."

His hand slid down slowly until it rested over hers on her stomach.

"No matter what happens," he whispered, "I will never stop loving you."

Kenna let out a shaky breath.

"You're stuck with me, Bobby Nash."

He smiled softly.

"That was always the plan."

She leaned forward then, wrapping her arms around him and pulling him into a quiet embrace.

And in that quiet bedroom, with the morning light slowly filling the room, Bobby Nash held the woman he loved...

and the tiny life they were fighting so hard to protect.

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