so ive been on vaca since uh wednesday and like,, it's not really as fun as the other years

i mean, my brother and cousin when together are really annoying and always make me do crap

like my cousin is one of those people you cant say no to, yknow?

so basically the whole time we've been going to trails in the woods and there are so. many. rocky. hills.

yesterday i slipped on one and rolled down the whole thing and i have scratches all up both my legs, on my elbow, and then one by my butt

but like, i dont wanna go to school like this? school starts this monday and ugh im not ready

anyways back on the woods and whatever

so i slipped but i didnt even go back, we continued to walk the trails for like a couple hours or whatever, while blood ran down my leg

it didnt even hurt much at first but i was freaking out and trying not not to pass put because i hate blood

so basically after that happened ive been terrified to go down rocky hills, which is basically half of the trails

and i was just on the trails too

we were in there for like 2+ hours and i didnt bring water

it's 84 degrees but it feels like 100+

and in the end there was this gigantic super steep rocky hill we had to go up

or there was another trail that would still lead you back to the campsite

and keep in mind i was literally dying, sweat running down my face, barely able to breathe because i was super hot and had no water

amd so my brother asks which trail to take

and i said "im not climbing that"

and so he goes "climbing it is"

and like idk i was literally dying and they kept making fun of me for being so tired, and then the previous day slipping

but i mean, it's not like i can take the other trail by myself because jm fricking scared

so i climbed the hill 😙✌

but yknow, im alive still

im in the camper with the air conditioner blowing on me with a cold water bottle ahah

kinda just wanna go home but at the same time i dont

but yeah

um but besides the terrible trails its been pretty fun, im basically now waiting for this guy that's one year older than  me to come here because hes pretty cute, i mean hes not related to me because hes on my step dads side, but my step dad isnt even married to my mom so

the point is, is the guy is cute ahah

okay that's weird whoops 🤭

but like frfr hes just as quiet as me and he isnt mean to me like my stupid brother and cousin

okay but like fr im leaving now because i made things
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