so i keep having dreams where my mom keeps getting back with her ex (my old step dad) and he will like move into our new house and each time i see him i break down into sobs

like i took a nap earlier (have been all day bc covid is making me tired 😋💅) and i was walking home from school and i called my mom to see if she would come pick me up

and like she got in her car or wtv but i was not even a block away, i told her to come pick me up bc there were a lot of creepy people

but it was super close to the house so by the time she got in her car i was basically already there and i went up to her car window to talk to her and i saw my old step dad in the window to the hiuse and i just absolutely broke down and was crying to her and telling her that i didnt wamt him to be back and all that

and yeah i just keep having dreams abt it and its because my mom and him talk on the phone every morning and she says she isnt goinv to go back to him and she cant deal with that anymore but im really scared she is going to go back to him and thats why i keep havinv these dreams

and also it made me realize how much trauma he gave me 💅 thanks dude