I am not a human,
for I cannot sleep at night.
And unlike those who soldier on,
I go down without a fight.

I am not a human,
for I've lost my will to live.
There's nothing left in life,
and I've got none to give.

I am not a human,
for food makes my stomach turn.
My heart pounds, my cheeks heat -
Every swallow brings a burn.

I would love myself
if I was a human.
I would love myself
if I wasn't so fucking ruined.

The numbers don't dare to add up.
The logic's gone awry.
I speak a language of confusion.
I just want to die.

My gut curdles with hate,
and my head is emptied out.
You know... if I was a human,
I wouldn't have this doubt.