Zayn's POV (💥REMEMBER TO PLEASE VOTE! AND MAKE ME SMILE!!💥)

"Hello? Earth to Justin? I'm talking to you," Camila snaps her fingers in front of Justin's frowned face.

"Yeah, sorry what?" He asks playing dumb.

"You have ears, I'm not gonna repeat myself again." She scoffed, rolling her eyes.

"Look me and Zayn had this fight and we broke up so I told my dad that Zayn died in a car accident." He shrugs like it's nothing lying to her face. I ball up my fists angrily looking towards Justin, he even had the nerve to look at me. I was invisible but only he could see me right now but he didn't know that.

"Are you serious?" She gasps covering her mouth.

"Is that seriously a Purity ring?" Justin asks in a dull way.

"This isn't about me, this is about you, where the hell is Zayn?" She quickly looks around to spot me.

"He's right behind you," he rolls his eyes looking at me and I send him an ugly glare. She looks behind herself but not spotting me because of my invisibility.

"I don't see anything, Jay. Are you okay?" She crosses her arms waiting for his reaction.

"Sorry I meant the left of you," he slowly says every word looking at me waiting for my move but I don't do anything. She looks at her left rubbing her arm up and down.

"Justin you're scaring me," she gulps backing away a little from him. I had enough of this foolishness, I ran towards Justin punching him into his stomach making him groan and fall down on the floor.

"Holy shit, Justin? What's going on?" Her nagging voice feels up my ears making me hit his head on the ground really hard. His eyes rolls up, groaning making him black out.

"Shit, Justin? Baby? You okay?" I shake him a little seeing a little blood coming out of his head. "No, no." I whisper to him, sniffling. I ran my hands in his blonde hair seeing no reaction from him.

"JUSTIN?! OH MY GOSH! JUSTIN ARE YOU ALIVE?!" Camila shouts sliding towards Justin shaking him a little as well. "How did this happen?" She whispers, I look towards her seeing tears coming out of her eyes. I back away standing up trying to let the emotions out but nothing really comes out.

"Are you happy now?" I hear a little voice coming from behind me seeing Josh standing there with his teddy bear.

"Leave me alone! I never killed you! I'm your fucking father and your my child so start acting like it!" I shout at his face. I suddenly feel someone grab my head, I groan feeling some kind of flashback come into my mind. I scream loudly because of the painful pain in my head.

"Okay Joshua, it's almost time for bed but before let's take a bath." I look beside the couch I was sitting seeing Josh sitting on Justin's lap as well as watching his favourite cartoon Looney Tunes, Bugs Bunny was his favourite.

"Can this episode end then go bath, please?" He pouts making Justin smile kissing his forehead softly. I couldn't help to sigh lowly, Justin just got back from work without giving me a kiss he just sat down with Josh and watched tv and cuddle with him, all I got was a big fat stupid 'hey'. He even told me he ate dinner outside already, it's not like I was giving him anything either. I'm not really a good cook around here.

"Okay, but this is the last one okay?" Josh nods putting his head on Justin's chest and gets comfortable, watching the episode. I look down at my hands feeling the jealousy fill me up. Ever since we adopted him two years ago Justin hasn't really been close to me or when he is Joshua always gets in the way of ruining everything with his stupid innocent eyes and that pout, that Justin's adores so much.

I have a cute pout and innocent eyes, why can't he see mine? How am I any different from him? I deserve love too...

Josh glanced at me for a second innocently then quickly looking away again. I roll my eyes and sigh pulling my legs up on the couch and putting my chin on my knees. Me and him weren't really close he never came to me if anything happened it always....Justin for everything that happened. I try to give him love and cheer but he won't have it so one time I threw his favourite teddy bear in the washer for a little punishment. I didn't hear the end of it from Justin telling I was childish for what I did worse of all I could see Josh's evil smile towards me when Justin was hugging him for what I did.

"You okay?" I suddenly come out of my thoughts seeing Justin waving his hand in front of my face.

"Yeah, don't worry about me." I whisper, licking my lips.

"So I was thinking, this place opened up it's a kids place which kids play games and have fun kind of like a carnival, I want to go there with Josh." He smiles rubbing his back.

He didn't even ask me if I wanted to come. My blood boiled up in my body, even looking at the kid peacefully sitting on his lap in his little own world makes me sick. If only I could take his place I would do it with a snap.

"Okay son, let's go the episode finished it's time for bed." Justin says picking him up but Josh whines wanting to watch more. "Come on, let's take a shower then I'll let you sleep." Josh mumbles out an 'okay' laying his head on Justin's shoulder.

"Babe? You're probably tired, I could take him a bath if you want?" Justin looks at Josh then at my grinning face.

"Sure, just be quick he's really tired." I nodded grabbing him from his arm to mine. I made my way to the bathroom putting a sleepy Josh on the toilet. I warmed up the water seeing when it's just right, I undressed him and putted him in the bathtub. He was almost asleep so showering him wasn't an option.

"Stay awake or you're gonna fall down." I scold at him making him sit up. He slowly opens his eyes up seeing where he is.

"Where's daddy?" He softly asks making me gag this was one of his special gifts warming people's hearts up by that stupid voice.

"Daddy's asleep and he was tired so I'm bathing you." He looks away from me picking up his duck playing with it. I pick up the bottle pouring some shampoo out to wash his hair.

"I want daddy," he whines, I ignore him starting to wash his hair. "I said I want daddy!" He whines again but a little loud.

"What is wrong with you I'm trying to clean you up," I groan pulling him down but he shakes a little making me mad. "Stay still," I muttered washing his head a little hard.

"It hurts stop!"

"Hurts? You don't know the first thing of hurting." I whisper pulling my hands away from his shampooed hair.

"Are you jealous?" He blinks his eyelashes towards me playing innocent again, I groan loudly pushing him down in the water making him shake and wiggle to get out of my hand but I hold him harder after five minutes passes I bring him up again.

"Sorry, I got carried away." I whisper to him seeing him not moving and the duck floats up. "Josh?" I shake him getting panicked. "JOSH, WAKE UP!" I shout seeing no reaction from him.

"Sweetness? What is all the noise about?" I hear Justin knocking on the door and coming inside after. I quickly panic throwing Josh in the water. "Where's Josh?" He asks walking towards the tub. "Josh? Oh my god, Josh!" He picks him up in the water holding him shaking him to wake up but nothing happens, something painful goes through me making me black out right after.

"AHHHHHHH! MAKE IT STOP!" I yell coming out of the flashback, falling on the ground seeing Camila screaming when she sees me.

"I swear I'm losing my mind in this house," she says pulling away from her phone, I hear the ambulance sirens knowing that she already called 911.

I bit my lip, looking towards Justin, going towards him and kneeling down nuzzling my face towards his neck, somehow doing this makes me feel something inside of me.

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Aye, I'm back feeling a lot better.

Btw if you didn't know Zayn has a problem of killing people when he doesn't get what he wants, he's a psychopath you could say but Justin's too blind to see it.

-Fun fact: I thought about this chapter in 1 minute 😊😊😊😊😊

-Nazanin