i love you.

i know i love you more than someone i dated for 2 years and lived with. i love you more than anyone i've ever been with.

because with them, i actually could imagine having a different soulmate. with them, i was okay breaking up, cause i could replace them.

but youre not replaceable to me.

i am so scared of it not working out because i don't want anyone else to come after. i don't want a new person. i just don't.

i have never been this scared of losing someone in my life. i could usually just replace everyone. it's easy to me. but not you. never you.

my fear of getting cheated on is rooted from the fact that i know if it happens, it will all be over. it will all come down to nothing. and you won't be mine anymore.

i cannot love you anymore when it happens. and i just don't want to see that happen. i want it to be you; my soulmate. i want it to be us in the end. only you and me.