I suck so bad.

What was I there for? I don't know.

And the worst part is that Eric would be annoyed if someone follows her like that. Everyone would!

And I'm so ordinary. What in the world! I couldn't even believe!

How?

I wasn't so ordinary as a kid.

I was in the baseball team throughout middle school and high school. I was quite good at math, clever than most. How come that I've treaded the path of ordinariness without me realizing so?

Without others, would I still be living here?

All those years I have followed, glued myself to the existence of others. I attached my meanings to others'. I am a parasite.

After all those years, I never come to close to becoming the cool adult I wanted to.

I'm so ordinary.

I spend time on video games, watch anime, playing throw and catch with the wall, and an uncool office job with regular overtimes.

Just getting reminded for my ordinariness, I want to scream so bad.

I want to run.

I want to run as quickly as possible.

Doesn't matter there are lots lotsa people, doesn't matter what's in my way.

I want to run, like high school's run when practicing for a baseball match.