Dan wasn't at school.
Phil was mixed with a lot of emotions.
Anger, sadness, disappointment, confused but the most worry.
Phil couldn't help but worry about this boy when he saw him never mind when he's missing school for no reason!
Phil was going to dan's house tonight.
No matter what!

***
The bell rang like music to phil's ears.
He quickly stood up, slung his bag over his shoulder and practically ran out of class.
He ran all the way until he exited the school gates.
He sighed trying to catch his breath back as he bent over his breaths quick and heavy.
Finally after a few minutes Phil stood up straight and began his walk down the grey pavement.

Phil had reached the tall wooden door which was the opening to Dan howell's house.
His raised his hand slowly and was about to knock before his hand stopped and his whole body freezes.
I haven't thought it through... Idiot! What the hell am I supposed to say?!
Phil sighed trying his best to shake these thoughts out of his useless brain.
He raised his fist.
And knocked.

***
Knock!
Dan jumped out of his skin as the loud knock startled him.
He was in the kitchen grabbing some food.
He placed the food on the counter and turned his focus into the door.
He started slowly walking towards it.
Who could it be?
I literally have no clue...

Dan slowly opened to door and stumbled back slightly in shock.
There stood at his doorway was Phil Lester, his face emotionless.
"Can I come in?" Phil asked kind of sternly.
Dan stood there unable to move for a second before nodding his head slowly.
Phil wandered in and Dan closed to door behind him.

"What wrong then?" Phil asked as Dan turned around to face him.
"Nothing's wrong," Dan said confused.
"Well clearly something is," Phil said raising his voice slightly.
Dan shook his head.
"Why would you think that?"
"What do you mean ' why would I think that'" Phil said angrily.
"Your the one that I kissed and goddamn was it a good kiss and then what do you do? Oh you just miss school for two days and ignore all my texts and calls," Phil was nearly shouting now.
Dan just stood there blankly.
He then looked down at the floor.
"What's wrong?" Phil asked softly.
"If I'm going to tell you I would rather tell you upstairs," Dan said before turning around.
Phil followed Dan into his room.

Phil walked over and sat down on dan's bed. Dan just hovered in front of Phil.
"You really want to know why i have been such a dick?" Dan asked.
Phil nodded his head not taking his eyes away from dan's.
"okay then so I loved the kiss, God did I love this kiss and I like you Phil," Dan was blushing through of of this, "but the thing is I'm not what you think I am, I'm insane, i'm a danger to myself and I don't want to be a danger to you. I have a secret Phil, and if I tell you the secret it could go either way and both ways are bad to be honest. You could walk away and say I'm a 'creep,' or you could be fine with it but then the thing is you will get caught up in it. You will get caught up in all my little problems and that's not what I want at all! Okay?" Dan was nearly out of breath. All his feelings were just flowing out of his mouth and hitting Phil in the face.
Phil stared at him blankly.
"Dan I wouldn't care if your fucking Satan I would still love you and want you," Phil said, his face dead serious.
Dan sighed.
Phil stood up, his face inches away from dan's.
"Dan I know your secret okay I know it and I don't find it 'weird' or 'creepy' all I want to do is help, and I want to love you," Phil said his soft calm voice making Dan shiver at the touch of phil's breath.
"How do you know?" Dan asked.
"When you slipped your sleeve rolled up," Phil reached out and grabbed dan's wrist -which was covered in a jumper sleeve- in his hand tightly.
"And all I want to do is help."
"But Phil I'm a monster and you will just get caught up in my problems," Dan let out a sigh.
"Well first of all your not a monster, and I don't care if I do all I want to do is be with you Dan."

Dan stared up into the light blue eyes which were staring back down at him.
"Phil."
"Yes."
"I'm just warning you..." Dan paused and look away trying to think of what to say next.
"I'm crazy."
Phil let out a little chuckle.
"What if I like crazy?"
Dan let out a small smile.
Phil stood up walking forward and pushing Dan up against the white wall.
"Well," Dan said blushing and a small smile creeping into the corner of his mouth, "I guess that can't be helped."
Phil smiled down at the boy which was looking right at him.
Before Dan could say anything else phil's body was up against his, his lips attached to phil's.

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Hey! I haven't really been watching Dan and Phil that much like usually I will watch edits and write phan fiction whilst crying 😂 but recently I have just been obsessed with haikyuu!! And mostly kagehina.
I update this story too much 😂 your probably all bored of it and it's not even chapter 20 yet.