The last day of school finally arrived and it's non-uniform day which I'm way excited about since I get to wear one of my new tank tops. It's meant to be a top you wear for running but I thought that their can't be any harm wearing it to school.

After falling asleep on the sofa last night I only woke once but then fell back to sleep. Since today was half day Erika and myself were going into town, I was so excited since we will hardly see each other during the summer but that wasn't going to bother me since I get to spend time with my sister, brother-in-law and my niece and Nephew, do you even understand how happy I am that Anna and Jonathan agreed to let me stay with them during the holidays, I don't think you even understand.

I head up the stairs once I woke this morning and picked out my outfit which in had thought of last night and got out of my pyjamas then climbed into my underwear adding my new black tank top which has black fancy writing and reads 'Everything Hurts & Im Dying' which is white. After my top I added my white denim ripped shorts and buttoned them up before throwing on my white cardigan. I quickly clipped my 'Im all ears' phone case and pushed my phone inside before finally clipping my fancy S necklace around my neck and adding two bracelets to my wrist one a golden bow and the other is a fabric sort of one which has 'good Vibes' in black writing.

As soon as I was dressed I quickly went downstairs and grabbed Erika "Erika you know you love me will you do my hair" I grinned to my sister and she laughed at how I said it "okay, you go and sit down I'll be right in" she told me and I went into the kitchen before grabbing a bottle of water from the sink and going to sit at the kitchen table waiting for Erika to come in. "So how would you like your hair today?" Erika asked and I shrugged "surprise me" I smile and let my older sister do my hair.

After my hair had been finished I smiled as their was there small braids on each side of the top of my head and the rest was in a high ponytail "thank you E" I smiled to my older sister.

"You having any breakfast?" Erika asked me as I take a second mouthful of my water. "Nah, I'll probably grab something when I get to school" i make out to my sister as mum comes into the kitchen "morning Mummy" I smiled to our mum puts the kettle on "morning Phina" mum responds to me. "You still up for town later?" Erika asked me "yeah" I grinned drinking some more of my water "I'll meet you at the school at 1" Erika told me as I realised I should really get going to the bus stop

"I'm just going to get my bag then I'm off to get the bus" I told the two of them before standing up and leaving the kitchen, running upstairs and choosing my bag and putting my purse in their for the trip to town. Once I had my bag I ran back down stairs and out the door. I walked down the street and around the corner until I got to the bus stop at the same time as Jazz and the bus.

"You okay since last night?" Jazz asked me as we sat down on then bus and I nodded, "I can't believe he followed me home and was stood outside for god knows how long" I chuckeled not telling her what else happened, none of my friends will know and nither will my family. At least when I'm in Brighton with my sister I wot have to think about any of this for six weeks.

"He's in art and English today, how fun is this going to be" I say sarcastically "if he starts anything then he will have me to deal with" Jasmine smiled as she pulled me into a hug as we were sat on the bus. Once the bus pulled up to the school I smiled seeing Cat and Debs at the gates, Strange where's Maddie. I thought to myself. "Hey Sara, Jazz" Debbie smiled and the four of us head into the school to stand outside our English class.

"Where's Maddie?" I asked the girls who all shrugged in response. Our teacher soon came and we were allowed to go into the room even though their was still half an hour until our lesson we all sat round the back table which is a table of four which me Debbie, Jacob and this other boy in our class sit at.

The four of us girls talk about our summer and soon maddie came in. "Sorry I'm late girls, mum and dad told me some news" Maddie looked down biting her lip. "What's they told you?" Debbie asked and she takes a deep breath "were moving to Brighton, dads work is moving their, so I won't be back after the holidays" Maddie frowned "what, your not going back here" we all exclaimed in shock, our group will be split up and it's not going to be fair.

"So it will just be the four of us" Debs mumbled and the four of us girls crowd around Maddie and we have a group hug "it won't be the same without you Maddie" I say as we hug and Jacob walks into the classroom, as soon as he enters my mood changes "we can still talk all the time though" Maddie smiled and we all agree going to our seats.

"Jacob keeps starring at you" Debbie whispers in my ear and I glance up seeing his eyes on me "what do you expect, he followed me home yesterday" I whispered back and she nodded understanding what I meant. I kept feeling sick about what happened yesterday but knew I couldn't tell anyone, Jacob would just deny it anyway.

English was over and next I had history, in history the tables were set in twos and for each table it's boy, girl. Guess who I'm next to.. go on guess, yes that's right Jacob, I had a strong urge to bunk the lesson but I knew mum would go mad if I did, since it was the last day of the school year we were allowed to listen to mums while we worked from the text book, great, usually our teachers would let us do whatever we want but Mr Blant is one of the head of houses and doesn't agree with that. I popped my headphones into my ears ignoring everyone around me.

I had my phone in my hands as I leant against the back of my chair once I finished the work and mr blant had nothing else to set us so I could do whatever I wanted so I went onto twitter

@sarasaccone: no more work to do in history, only one finished. Someone rescue me😂

After tweeting I see Anna had tweeted and mentioned me in it so I clicked the notification to read it

@AnnaSaccone: @SaraSaccone can't wait to see my little sister Sunday, 6weeks of fun to be had 💗

@SaraSaccone: @AnnaSaccone I can't wait to see you all, wish it could be longer than 6 weeks 😂💕

@AnnaSaccone: @SaraSaccone we will just have to pack a years full of fun into the 6 week 😂

@SaraSaccone: @AnnaSaccone definitely 😂🙊 I'll talk later when I get home from town with Erika 💓 Love you x

After the tweets I decided to check Snapchat and saw I had unread snaps from Maddie and Jazz, hey we're both from last night asking if I was fine and I smiled weakly. I felt a hand on my knee and it was Jacobs causing me to pull a ear bud out my ear. "I would have thought you had learnt your lesson from last night" he winked at me "shut up jacob" I grumbled as I rolled my eyes as I push my earbuds back into my ears pressing play again.

History seemed to drag on but soon I could leave the classroom with the girls and we went for break. "Only two more lessons and form until summer" we all say together making each other laugh and I had to act as if nothing was wrong. I felt so horrible lying to them but I couldn't risk Jacob finding out i tell someone, he would do something for sure. Just like he threatened.

Break time was boring but we all began joking about which helped me relax even though we had art next, five minutes into break Jacob approaches us but the five of us walk of and head to art. I ended up walking out of art because of Jacob and had SSD to come find me after Mrs Allen had reported me walking out of lesson, I couldn't bare being on the same room as Jacob  Form was the last lesson of the school year and I was so happy it was the last lesson as it lent I didn't need to be near Jacob again for at least six weeks

Anna's pov

Seraphina has always been my little girl, but never known. I was 16 when I gave birth to her and gave her to my mum, I thought it would be the best thing for her since I surely wouldn't be able to cope. If I am truthful with you I do regret giving her up, having her call me Anna and not mum, having her not know that I'm her mother. She's my daughter and I'm missing out on all of her milestones, her school life and everything else.

After talking to mum on the phone the other night she told me that it's up to me if I tell her about being her mum or not but it would have to be summer or when were down their in the October half term. I would love for Sara to know that I'm her mum, but would she hate me for not telling her sooner. We've always had a close bond before I moved.

Jonathan thinks I should tell her, but what if she asks who her dad is? He wanted nothing to do with me or her when I told him. "You alright babe?" Jonathan asks me and I looked at him. "Im fine, just thinking weather or not I should tell Sara about being her mum. Or if she would hate me if I did tell her" I tell my husband who wraps his arms around me which makes me feel better. "You've got time to decide, don't pressure yourself" he soon tells me an nod, I guess he's right, I shouldn't put the pressure on myself to decide now.

Seraphinas POV

After form I went outside and saw Erika stood their "ready to go?" She asked me and i nodded after saying bye to my friends and told them I would Skype them before i leave for London and I'll message them whenever I can.

We get the on bus as soon as soon as it comes and we both head to town. "Are you excited to be spending six weeks with Anna and Jonathan?" Erika asks me while sitting on the bus and I nodded "really excited, I can't wait to see Evreyone" I smiled, i was probably more excited about going to stay their than I was about my birthday at the end of November. "If I'm honest with you I am gutted that schools ending though, I mean if school wasn't ending then I would still have Maddie, she's leaving sometime over the summer and moving to Brighton because her dad has a new job or something like that" I explained to my older sister.

After our trip to town we went into Erikas room to film the  Would you rather video which she said would probably be up Saturday or Sunday depending when she finishes editing.

A/N

I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
Next chapter Seraphina is catching the plane to London where she's going to be meeting Anna, Jonathan, Emilia and Eduardo.

I know New Year's Eve is 3 days away but I would love to say a massive thank you to honey_mist_auburn who's been such an amazing friend this year, she's truly one in a million. My best friend, my sister, my cabbage, the one I can rely on and who I will always be here for.

I never want to lose Lucy and hope we can meet because she's my whole world 💓💞 love you Lucy 😘💕💘💝🌟⭐

Bye for now

Love you all my cherry blossom drops

Jess xx