Lilly's P.O.V
I've stopped trying. Love only hurts me...it has until the day I fell for Trey Leckner and Stewart Morgan. And I couldn't feel the same. Almost. I felt like, me constantly breaking anything in my hand is only a death penalty. So I am careful. When I think of them...I'm dying. When I am doing anything...I'm thinking...'' Do well if they were watching.'' Don't do too bad in anything. I'm a love sinned loser...Trey is a cute boy who has a girlfriend...and Stewart...he's my friend. Stewart is my other friends enemy...and a boy that crushes on like five girls. I can't let myself give up on them. So I will try. Once I told Andy.....well....all I can tell you is....Andy tried to get someone else to date me. I did know it was Andy. Who the living fuck tells me, '' Andy told me that you are up for dates? Wanna go on one?'' Well....I knew who it was...so I said '' For your safety I say no. And No always because I also don't do dates.'' And they looks sad. '' Dude....I'm a crazy demon child....I'm saying no so you don't endure my insanity.'' They See That as a joke. Then Steven decides to be a jerk, by kicking me in the shin. I kick him in the nutsack ten times harder and Steven starts crying. '' Ok..you were right.'' The boy said. ''If I wasn't crazy, my answer wouldn't exactly be a no. We can be friends tho.'' I say happily.    That's day one of a weird week. Here is the story