Maria enters the home
Maris where were you, is too late and why you hadn’t picked up the call? Do you know how much we are worried about you?
I am so sorry mom I was unable to pick up the phone as its battery dies. I know you are worried about me even dad too, I am really so sorry dad! I know I can call you from Sumi’s mobile but I thought I am going home so I would tell you at home!!

Okay !! Maria, fine. Go to your room, I will bring dinner there.
No, mom, I am not hungry as I had taken Italian food at Sumi’s house.

Okay, then milk?
No mom, thank you!! I don't really have the appetite!! Good night :)( she made her smile to show herself happy)
Okay, Maria as you wish:)

(She got into her room, She entered the bathroom and opened the shower and sat for two-three hours under the shower. She cried too much)

Today, I had made a big mistake, I hate myself, you touch me, you kissed me, you touch my body, you kissed my body and I gave it, I hate myself, how could I do that? it is not the right time you know this but still, you do that? I had told you that I don't want this shit but you do it with me and I gave it!!
I shame myself. You smooch with me and I gave you, is a huge mistake, how could you do that with me? Is this is love, Is this is a relation, if yes, then I don't want to be in relation!! I don't ( she shout and she cried, under the shower )
Is it love to love the body!! Means love is not to love the soul, Today I've hated myself!!
Maria, You shouldn't have to go with him! He is mature, he wants this and you (Maria)gave it, so what if you are elder than me, you should not do this with me, you had done this shit with me and you are saying, you hadn't done any shit with me? Really, it could be common for you but not for me, I need time, you are more mature than me, you are two years elder than me in age but in high school just one year!! ( she doesn't like what trayor did with her, it was just an osculate and little bit of romance, not anything else,  There was nothing like intercourse between them, I hope you are getting my point, but still for a girl, who is like Maria, it is not safe before marriage or engagement and they are in high school, Maria is of17 and trayor 19 that's it!))
Okay!! Relax maria do not blame him for this, you are also responsible for this!! (She came out of the bathroom and slept on her bed, she is not feeling well, she is crying still)
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She woke up in the morning and began to get ready for school!!
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Maria, are you ready for school? (Her mom said loudly)
Yes, mom, I am coming!!
Okay, Maria!!

I ran down the staircases too, but I am not feeling well, I have a cold! Yes, mom, I am ready!!

(Mom looked and me) Maria are you fine?
Yes, mom I think, I have a cold!  Its okay mom its is not a big matter, I would take medicine!!

Oh, Maria do you ate ice cream yesterday?

Yes, mom ( said it in fear)

Let me check with a thermometer somewhere you don't have a fever? Oh, no, Maria you have a fever, I have told you many times that do not eat so much ice cream at night, it doesn't suit your health, but you never listen to me, now see, you are not fine!! Rest at home, do not go to school. ( her mother scolded her, as she is too worried about her)

Noo, mom, please let me go!! I will be fine I would take medicine, you do not worry mom, and I promise you I will listen to you! I would try for not doing it again!! I am sorry mom.

Okay then, take medicine and go, is really it is very important are you sure Maria, you could do it ??

Yes, mom!!

As soon as I kept my feet outside my house I got dizzy and I fell on the ground!!

( her mother ran behind her and said loudly)

Maria..... Are you fine, get up!  Anne Anne quickly come with a glass of water! And call your dad too ( she said loudly to her younger daughter, she is tensed about Maria)

What happens, mom? ( Anne said)
What happens, Audrey? ( Mr Smith said)

Maria, suddenly fall on the ground, she has a fever, I have told her, do not go to school, but she doesn't listen to me!!

Do not worry, Audrey! Let me call the doctor or we should take her hospital?

Mr.smith I think we should take her to hospital, do it fast!!

(Mr Smith made a splash of water on her but she did not come to consciousness, Mister Smith picked her up in the lap and lay down in the car and took her to the hospital)

Audrey, do not worry,  I tell you as soon as the doctor is able to make a checkup.

( they, went to the hospital, doctor check her and say)

She has 103° fever, she will be fine, and I think it can be due to the weakness that she faints and she is depressed!! Her test is showing this. Be careful with her, I think she is tensed due to some reason, I suggest you keep her happy, and away from tensions.

Yeah, sure doctor we will do the same as you told, thank you so much when she will get discharge from here?

I think, one day more, it also depends on her health, as soon she gets fine!!

Okay, doctor!!

Mr.smith do not worry, she will be fine soon!!
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(Mr Smith told everything to Mrs Smith but both of them are unable to understand, what is going in Maria's life, why she is depressed, why she is tensed, as they never scold her, and always accepts her demands. So why she is tensed? They decided to talk to her friends about it!!)
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( after three days, now Maria is back home, she decided to go to school tomorrow, she checked her mobile, and there was around 50calls in last three days from unknown no. She is afraid!! She saw that there are about 100 text messages from the same no. And messages was, where are you love, why you are not coming to school, and I missed you a lot, I am missing you, I had gone to your home but no one was there except servants!! they hadn't told me anything I had asked them about your family as I can't ask about you directly, I told them that I came to meet Mr Smith i am his friend's son and my dad had sent me for some work here........
There were a lot of messages..................., ....................))))

Oh, so this is trayor, I would not reply even I don't want to talk with you!!

(Her dad came into her room,  sit with her.)

Amaris, are you fine? Beta, I am very worried about you, I want you to tell me each and everything about your life, not as a dad as a friend I am saying this to you!! You and your sister mean the world to me, you both are my life, my soul and my breath,  I won't be able to tolerate if my sol is gone. Are you getting me? Why are you tensed? Is anything wrong with you? Amaris is any boy is in your life?

I looked at my dad  surprisingly, Noo, dad, nothing is like this, I am so happy dad because I have a dad like you, you are my life too dad, I love you all so much but you are too much precious for me, dad I will let you know when a boy will come in my life, dad no one else can love me as you all do!!

Okay, Amaris, I am happy to know this that you are happy, I want you to be happy always if you need anything you can come to me, I will give you! But I would not tolerate if you hide anything from me, so promise me that you will not hide anything from me!!

Yes, dad!! ( she hugs her dad, and her dad too. And they both smiled )

Now, you sleep!! Would you go to school tomorrow?

Yes, dad, I will!!.. Umm. Good night dad, dad i want you to drop me at school tomorrow!! Could you please do it for me??

Yeah, sure beta as you wish!! Anything else you want??

No dad, thank you, love you!!!:)

Good night Amaris.. Meet you in the morning!!

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I don't want to go on the bus, even I don't want to see your face trayor, by the way, leave it, what you had done I can't forget but
I will try to move on!! Without you!! Maria now, you have to stay happy for your family!!
I will go to school tomorrow !!:)
( she said to herself)

Love
Dawn
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