MARIA :- next day i went to school,, i had seen him , but every thing was not normal between us now ,,i don,t said hello to him , we did not have any fun today.. everyone was quite .....

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which never happen before,, children's were excited because today we may get summer vacations ,, as every year .. this year also whether is too hot , and between these days , everyone went to enjoy somewhere..
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But I was not happy to see this ,, I don't want vacations,  I want to come to school , because only this is the way that I can see trayor , he is my love ,I can't stay without seeing him , without talking with him , it was very difficult to me stay without watching him
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I don't know what happen to him today ,, he event talk with me , even not a single reaction .. I think he don't like me ...and he don't want me .. .
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I was really unable to understand,, he dont rejected me not accepted me!!!
What he want ,, he didn't replied to me and I am very confused..
He should say something!!!!
What should I understand???
I am unable to find the answer!!
I am very disturbed***
Today also the day was same , I was expecting answer from trayor today ,, but he was not ready to listen me ,, he get annoyed with me and I felt that.. he is really ennoyed with me.
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Periods are going on ,, as same as regularly ,,
But I was lost in thinking  ,, what I will do , how would I talk with him , because today is the last day before summer vacations , and only today I can clear ,my all doubts with trayor because we will meet after one month now,, so I can't wait for a long ,, I was finding the way to talk with him ,, I was really finding a way to talk with him.. I want a chance ....
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Bell rang all periods were over,, everyone is going in the buses ,, and I too
Now I have a hope that might I get a chance to clear my doubts with trayor .. but  I was not able ,, because there are lot of students in the bus and I have no guts that I can go to trayor and say that I love you really ,, and I want to talk with you , I feel shy...
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There were my seniors who ,, get to know that I love him ,, that I cut my hand for him ..
It was really very embarrassing for me ..
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But I didn't get a chance to talk with him ,, but I saw in his eyes as it was saying something to me , as he wanna talk with me,  as he love me too , he is angry little bit,, he is ennoyed with me ...
I think this is not the right way to Express our feeling ,, I think I had done wrong ..I think it's my fault , I think I should not done this , I thought it is totally my mistake,  that I fall in love with him , I start blaming myself..

Is I had done right what you think guys ????,
Love
Dawn
Please guys comment me down is Maria had done something wrong or not ....