I have been feeling a bit off lately,
My mind is hazy, my reason is blocked lately.
I miss that smile that I witnessed just once, isn't that crazy?
Oh I hate him, truly, because he treats me indifferently.
But that's just a lie, he doesn't treat me at all and maybe,
Maybe that's because he doesn't see me at all and lately,
I've been thinking too much lately.
Or maybe not at all, I must be crazy.
I have these dirty thoughts lately, 
And I can't control them at all and vaguely,
I remember writing about him a year ago,
It sweet and stupid but not anymore.
And here I thought of myself so greatly.
That I've curbed the urge to say, "date me?"
Or maybe ask him to "Wait for me"
But I'll resist because he isn't right for me.
And I'll succeed just because I have pride, plainly.
I call it a foresight because maybe I can't compromise, God Save me.
And yet I can't help but get Dirty thoughts lately.